Jun 23, 2004 22:13
... well, it's tracy alright. nothing to do. @.@ not much but look around. i just stayed at home today. but tomorrow i'm going to circuit city and getting myself a video game!!!! hella. i'm getting grand theft auto 3. i'm excited. i don't have enough for the vice city but 3 is still hella fun. i'm hella gonna play it. i think the fourth of july is coming up... woohoo... what am i gonna do??? i don't know. hopefully get kidnapped... by my friends of course, not by some wierdo, i hope.
so when the hell are we gonna go to san fran, bitches??? some one effing call me about that.
ever since i went camping i've been smoking alot less. awsome. yeah like a pack lasts me from 2-4 days. only about 4 smokes a day. i'm doing good, and i'm proud. i don't smoke like a sailor now. i don't know if i'm ready to quit because now that i smoke less each smoke feels HELLA relaxing, like a body high. kinda like when i first started. but hey. i'm sure i'll be ready one day.
i need to find a job. i have no money. and i need money for verious things:
1. my stuff
2. my habbits
3. school
4. driving
5. fireworks
6. food
7. clothes
8. random thing we'll go and do
9. pool
10. an apartment
i think i'm gonna apply at a grocery store, they're union w/ full beniffits, they pay good too. i'm ready to move out. i'm just gonna hafta find a good job first. i think i'm actually gonna need student aid if i'm gonna be in school. my major is art. i want to do something in art. i'm even thinking if i do well enough in school, i might try and become an art teacher. that would be cool. i would be a dick! lol. j/k that would be funny though. i think i would be alot like mr. more... you know how he is, he's cool. -.- word.
this whole tracy thing is like some effed up experiment to see how long i could go on with out my friends. i think i'm doing okay. but i find myself roaming the streets late at night looking for something to do. they don't have anything. i would even go to a club if they had one. just becuase i'm that bored. and there is no prostitutes... at least that i know of. of course i never really looked around for one either.
all there is to do here is
1. go to the mall
2. go to the skate park
3. tag it up
that's about all there is to do. eff this. and while i'm gone there is hella good shows at CAP GARAGE yeah, and i'm stuck here. i think i'm gonna destroy myself.
i'm glad all you a-holes are having fun, while i'm watching re-runs of wheel o' fortune over here .o|oo <-- thats supposed to be a middle finger. even though it really doesn't look like on.
my big thing this week is gonna be going to circuit city in dublin to get an effing video game. i can't complain, and i can't say i'm not excited either. but it's pretty pathetic.
that's all i have to rabble about right now.
love truely,
-andy x