it's true
I would do anything to be normal again...to enjoy the summer at the beach...to have close friends...to go to a good college.
but this is my life. the life of someone who screwed up. someone who has to wait a little longer to be happier. the girl everyone's parents never wanted their daughter to end up like.
it's true. having the greatest relationship with a guy is the greatest thing ever. but sometimes i wonder if im missing out on other great things in my life? i don't know why im so miserable.
maybe because i wasn't meant to have a happy life. or maybe because my life is almost over.
i just wish that it would slow down. i do really like the smell of roses and i want an opportunity to smell them a while longer before it all just ends...
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but this is my life. the life of someone who screwed up. someone who has to wait a little longer to be happier. the girl everyone's parents never wanted their daughter to end up like.
it's true. having the greatest relationship with a guy is the greatest thing ever. but sometimes i wonder if im missing out on other great things in my life? i don't know why im so miserable.
maybe because i wasn't meant to have a happy life. or maybe because my life is almost over.
i just wish that it would slow down. i do really like the smell of roses and i want an opportunity to smell them a while longer before it all just ends...
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