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wow... I just wrote this long ass entry and it just deleted it. Grrr I got to to write it all over again!!!!!!!!!!!! Okieeeee.. Mike came over last night. He was soo nervous around me. He kept on fidgiting with his hands and his phone. He couldnt even look me in the eye. But we ended up kissing. Old feelings came back. I feel really bad about matt. I mean I like him, dont get me wrong.. but mike is the one who I think about in that sort of way. My dad told me last night that he likes mike a lot. Then even this morning at breakfast he said it again and then said "I wouldnt be surprised if you married him." Yea..wow... scary. especially since awhile back mike and I were talking about that sort of thing. He asked me back out last night but I havent answered yet. He is coming over tomorrow. I guess we`ll see what happens.