a realization.

[x0xsamie_raex0x]

    So i have come to realize a few things. If i stayed away from things that scared me, i would be a hermit, and i would not leave my house. However, i have even been afraid of my house. Like, when i was 15 i was in a car accident, i'm still nervous to drive around and stuff, but i still do it. Because if i didn't with as much stuff as i do... i would have no way of getting there. After last week's incident at the club, i was really scared to go back, but i went back last night and had, probably, one of the best time's i've ever had. lol. so if i didn't do things that scared me.... this is what i wouldn't do...

.club
.drive
.walk
.white water raft
.cave
.canoe and white water canoe
.camp
.walk in the woods alone
.cook
.use knives
.groom dogs

I mean honestly... i wouldn't have a job. and i wouldn't have gone away from home for camp.  so Woot! lol. I'm a bad ass. lol