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50 LITTLE SECRETS
Be honest no matter what !
[ZERO] Who was your last text from?
cal
[ONE] Where was your default pic taken?
my facebook one is in my livingroom
[TWO] Your relationship status?
attached at the hip...
[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
not due to death... but I've lost some yeah
[FIVE] What is your current mood?
pissed, depressed, frustrated, achy
[SIX] Whats your brother(s) names?
Brian
[SEVEN]sisters names?
Amanda and Rebecca
[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?
anywhere but here.
[NINE] Have a crazy side?
I used to... it's kind of slipped under the radar since College though...
[TEN] Ever had a near death experience?
You know, I HAVE probably been close to dying... but I haven't been conscious for any of them
[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?
sleep. and eat. and feel sorry for myself.
[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
yeah.
[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
i havn't seen him since 1st semster
[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
um... last... Saturday.
[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
yeah. I think a lot of people would say he isn't worth it but I think he is.
[SIXTEEN] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
everything and anything.
[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
mom
[EIGHTEEN] What is your favorite song?
I don't think I could choose just one. I do love Nothing's Bigger than Love by My Favorite Highway.
[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?
this... listening to whatever pathetic songs I've selected on iTunes... talking to Jenn... feeling sorry for myself.
[TWENTY] Do you trust anyone right now?
only one... or two... or three people.
[TWENTY-TWO] Have you hugged someone in the past week?
yes
[TWENTY-THREE] How many close friends do you have?
not many.
TWENTY-FOUR] Describe your life in one word.
wasted. (and not like... drugs wasted. like I'm wasting time wasted)
[TWENTY-FIVE] Who/What are you thinking of right now?
nobody and nothing in particular... I guess I'm wishing he would call me right now...
[TWENTY-SIX] What should you be doing right now?
nothing in particular... I don't have too much homework this weekend... I guess I could be reading to get my mind off this shit..
[TWENTY-SEVEN] What are you listening to?
Right this moment? I'm listening to a song called Vulnerable from a mix CD from Kim... and the "pop" of the FB chat
[TWENTY-EIGHT] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Carl... on Tuesday.
[THIRTY] Do you act differently around the person you like?
no. he loves me for who I am.
[THIRTY-ONE] What is your natural hair color?
blonde
[THIRTY-TWO] Who was the last person to make you laugh?
I don't really remember... Dr Sheldon maybe?
[THIRTY-THREE] Who was the last person to make you mad?
Amanda.
[THIRTY-FIVE] Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
straight. It's so straight, it won't HOLD a curl.
[THIRTY-SIX] Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
Uhm idk about "scrumptious" literally... but I've been told I'm beautiful a few times...?
[THIRTY-EIGHT] Hugged the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Yes.
[THIRTY-NINE] Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Yeah... too often sometimes I think.
[FORTY] Plans for the weekend?
Well... tomorrow I'm giving blood and having lunch at noodles with Mary and then BAKING LIKE CRAZY, Saturday there is musical rehearsal :) and then MORE BAKING (and prep for YG), Sunday is our one year... idk what the plans are for that.
[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with life right now?
could be better
[FORTY-TWO] Are you currently jealous?
not right this moment... but I can be a very jealous being.
[FORTY-THREE] What jewelry are you currently wearing?
my ring from confirmation, med ID (though that hardly counts), the studs that are always in my second hole.
[FORTY-FOUR] What are you doing Friday night?
I already told you... baking... and other secret things probably.
[FORTY-FIVE] Have you ever had your heart broken?
Uhm... its had a few cracks put into it but I don't think its ever been fully broken.
[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you're really disappointed in?
yeah. one or two...
[FORTY-EIGHT] Last person you saw?
Amanda...
[FORTY-NINE] How late did you stay up last night and why?
Not late I don't think... maybe 10:30 or 11?
[FIFTY] How is your heart?
Its surviving.
Clearly I need a life.
10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people (no names!)
10. You're so smart and deserve so much better than life has given you.
9. You are beautiful.
8. I hope you break up with your boyfriend and I stay with mine forever just so I can laugh in your face.
7. I wish you could be my therapist.
6. Your perfection at everything kills me from the inside out... I constantly have to remind myself that we all have faults...
5. I hate that I've never been close with you
4. I regret fully and am more than ashamed of the games we used to play as children.
3. I have dreams that you suddenly are able to speak words.
2. You are a spoiled brat.
1. I dream about you A LOT and sometimes I think that I'm a creeper for doing it.
9 things about yourself
9. I'm not aware of any fears that I have.
8. I can't stand all things fake (fake tan, fake hair, excessive makeup, fake face, fake boobs).
7. I'm a psych major.
6. I don't want to do anything after graduation but be a mom.
5. I can't stand the way I look.
4. This year is probably the first year I've (successfully) stayed on top of all my class work since Middle School.
3. I wouldn't be sad if I never heard anything about Twilight ever again
2. I love broccoli.
1. Buying gas is one of my least favorite things to do in the history of the world.
8 ways to win my heart
8. Be honest ... and make me be honest too.
7. Random acts of kindness. (text me, call me, email me... tell me you're thinking of me)
6. Hold me when I cry
5. And laugh along with me when I don't
4. Treat it with care and use kind words.
3. NEVER EVER EVER cheat.
2. Don't expect me to have sex with you. The only way you'll get it is if we're married.
1. Be yourself...
7 things that often cross your mind
7. How random people are doing (Jeff, Ami, Eileen, Carl, Jenn...)
6. stuff I've learned in class
5. song lyrics
4. should take more photos.
3. "Is it true most psych majors are messed up and trying to figure themselves out?"... "I wonder what's wrong with him/her"
2. Must... text... _____.
1 .boxers or briefs
6 things you wish you never did
6. let Zac get into my head the way he did...
5. not try out for musicals after Joseph.
4. Slacked off in school.
3. told almost all my teachers about my "problem"...
2. be jealous of you in turn creating a gap between us for far too long.
1. said mean things about as many people as I did in HS
5 turn ons
5. personality
4. genuine-ness
3. snuggleability
2. heart
1. how you look into my eyes
4 turn offs
4. cockiness
3. immaturity
2. Disrespect
1. takes more time getting ready than I do.
3 Favorites
3. color-green. of the lime variety
2. song- Uhm... Nothing's Bigger than Love - My Favorite Highway
1. food - I have most recently made my favorite foods those high in iron (for I am donating blood tomorrow)
2 things you want to do before death
2. See the world (or at least Europe)
1. have at least one child.
1 Confession
1. I am a drama queen and you know it.
A
- Age: 19
B
- Beer: ew gross
- Birthday/Birthplace: 17 June 1989 / St Mary's Hospital
- Best Friend: Carl
- Body Part on opposite sex: eyes
- Best feeling in the world: when he takes my head and goes "shhh" when I'm upset
- Blind or Deaf: Hmm... that's rough because I find joy in both... deaf?
- Best weather: probably around 65 or 70 - partly sunny
- Been on stage?: yes
- Believe in yourself?: hardly
- Believe in life on other planets?: not really
- Believe in miracles: Yes
- Believe in Magic: no
- Believe in God: I'm working on that one
- Believe in Satan: mm-hmmm
- Believe in Santa: nah
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: no
- Believe in Evolution: how about creative design?
C
- Car: green (year?) Grand Marquis
- Candy: Whatchyamacallits
- Color: green of the lime variety
- Cried in school: plenty of times... but never for a good reason... it was usually because I didn't do well on a test... and by well I mean get an "A".
- Chocolate/Vanilla: chocolate... well... it depends on the medium
- Chinese/Mexican: CHINESE!!!
- Cake or pie: cake.
- Country to visit: I've never been anywhere but Canada... but I want to go to... ITALY the most.
D
- Day or Night: night
- Dream vehicle: Nissan Altima
- Dance?: I wish
- Dance in the rain?: sounds nice
- Do the splits?: not since like 3rd grade.
E
- Eggs: scrambled
- Eyes: brown
- Everyone has a(n): water buffalo
- Ever failed a class?: no.
F
- Full name: Cassandra Nicole Haupt
- First thoughts waking up: "mmm... what time is it?"
- Food: You know, I was just inspired to really want some GERMAN POTATO SALAD
G
- Greatest Fears: I don't know of any that I have... house fire I guess.
- Giver or taker: hm... giver.
- Goals: graduate, have a family
- Gum: anything sugarfree..
- Get along with your parents?: we "get along" ... I get along best with Dad.
- Good luck charm: I don't think i have any
H
- Hair Color: Blonde
- Height: 5'6"
- Happy: hardly.
- Holiday: Christmas and Easter
- How do you want to die: sleeping would be nice.
- Hate: the list would be too long to compile
I
- Ice Cream: chocolate chip cookie dough
- Instrument: FLUTE
J
- Jewelry: confirmation ring, ID bracelet, earrings in my second hole
- Job: Reagan and Ella sitting :)
K
- Kids: yes please
- Boxing or Karate?: neither
- Keep a journal?: I've tried...
L
- Longest Car Ride: michigan to out west... I don't know where out west would be the furthest... Nevada maybe?
- Love: Carl
- Letter: Q
- Laughed so hard you cried?: yes
- Love at first sight?: no
M
- Milk flavor: chocolate or strawberry
- Movie: ... Pirates
- Mooned anyone?: no
- Marriage: I hope so.
- Motion sickness?: never
- McDonalds or BK?: Are we having breakfast or lunch? BK breakfast. MD lunch?
N
- Number of Siblings: 2 sister, 1 brother
- Number of Piercings: 4, two in each ear
- Number: 11
O
- Overused Phrases: "bitch."
- One wish: to be done with school FOREVER!
- One phobia: I'm not really aware of any honestly...
P
- Place you’d like to live: MI is okay... except the winters... but we don't get tornados or hurricanes or earthquakes so we're pretty lucky.
- Perfect Pizza: MEAT LOVERS :)
- Pepsi/Coke: pepsi.
Q
- Quail: Never had it.
- Questionnaires: They're orright.
R
- Reason to cry: stress, anger, frusteration, death
- Reality T.V.: not exactly
- Radio Station: anything but country and hard core rap
- Roll your tongue: yep
S
- Song: i don't have one
- Shoe size: 9 - 9.5
- Salad Dressing: italian
- Sushi: mmm
- Skipped school: not that I know of.
- Slept outside: yeah, camping.
- Seen a dead body? yeah.
- Skinny dipped? yep.
- Shower daily? usually.
- Sing well? Idk about that one.
- In the shower?: no
- Swear?:probably too much
- Stuffed Animals? I have a select few..
-Strawberries/Blueberries? How about blackberries? Raspberries?
- Scientists need to invent? traveling at the speed of light, to get through space.
T
- Time for bed? depends on the next day's sechedule.
- Thunderstorms? LOVE 'EM!!
-TV? Somebody tells me I'm an addict.
- Touch your tongue to your nose? no.
U
- Unpredictable?: I don't really think I am
V
- Vegetable you hate: olives, brussel spourts
- Vegetable you love: Corn, broccoli, spinach
- Vacation spot: I like vacation
W
- Weakness: chocolate
- When you grow up: mom
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you? I dunno.. Lenore?
- Who makes you laugh the most? Carl
- Worst feeling: being wrong.
- Wanted to be a model?: At some point in time...
- Where do we go when we die? Heaven
X
-X-Rays: An ultrasound is kinda like an x-ray, right? I had one taken of Janice (the tumor on my boob...)
Y
-Year it is now: 2009
-Yellow: SUBMARINE
Z
- Zoo animal: tiger... or cappybara
- Zodiac sign: Gemini
Be honest no matter what !
[ZERO] Who was your last text from?
cal
[ONE] Where was your default pic taken?
my facebook one is in my livingroom
[TWO] Your relationship status?
attached at the hip...
[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
not due to death... but I've lost some yeah
[FIVE] What is your current mood?
pissed, depressed, frustrated, achy
[SIX] Whats your brother(s) names?
Brian
[SEVEN]sisters names?
Amanda and Rebecca
[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?
anywhere but here.
[NINE] Have a crazy side?
I used to... it's kind of slipped under the radar since College though...
[TEN] Ever had a near death experience?
You know, I HAVE probably been close to dying... but I haven't been conscious for any of them
[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?
sleep. and eat. and feel sorry for myself.
[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
yeah.
[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
i havn't seen him since 1st semster
[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
um... last... Saturday.
[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
yeah. I think a lot of people would say he isn't worth it but I think he is.
[SIXTEEN] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
everything and anything.
[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
mom
[EIGHTEEN] What is your favorite song?
I don't think I could choose just one. I do love Nothing's Bigger than Love by My Favorite Highway.
[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?
this... listening to whatever pathetic songs I've selected on iTunes... talking to Jenn... feeling sorry for myself.
[TWENTY] Do you trust anyone right now?
only one... or two... or three people.
[TWENTY-TWO] Have you hugged someone in the past week?
yes
[TWENTY-THREE] How many close friends do you have?
not many.
TWENTY-FOUR] Describe your life in one word.
wasted. (and not like... drugs wasted. like I'm wasting time wasted)
[TWENTY-FIVE] Who/What are you thinking of right now?
nobody and nothing in particular... I guess I'm wishing he would call me right now...
[TWENTY-SIX] What should you be doing right now?
nothing in particular... I don't have too much homework this weekend... I guess I could be reading to get my mind off this shit..
[TWENTY-SEVEN] What are you listening to?
Right this moment? I'm listening to a song called Vulnerable from a mix CD from Kim... and the "pop" of the FB chat
[TWENTY-EIGHT] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Carl... on Tuesday.
[THIRTY] Do you act differently around the person you like?
no. he loves me for who I am.
[THIRTY-ONE] What is your natural hair color?
blonde
[THIRTY-TWO] Who was the last person to make you laugh?
I don't really remember... Dr Sheldon maybe?
[THIRTY-THREE] Who was the last person to make you mad?
Amanda.
[THIRTY-FIVE] Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
straight. It's so straight, it won't HOLD a curl.
[THIRTY-SIX] Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
Uhm idk about "scrumptious" literally... but I've been told I'm beautiful a few times...?
[THIRTY-EIGHT] Hugged the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Yes.
[THIRTY-NINE] Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Yeah... too often sometimes I think.
[FORTY] Plans for the weekend?
Well... tomorrow I'm giving blood and having lunch at noodles with Mary and then BAKING LIKE CRAZY, Saturday there is musical rehearsal :) and then MORE BAKING (and prep for YG), Sunday is our one year... idk what the plans are for that.
[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with life right now?
could be better
[FORTY-TWO] Are you currently jealous?
not right this moment... but I can be a very jealous being.
[FORTY-THREE] What jewelry are you currently wearing?
my ring from confirmation, med ID (though that hardly counts), the studs that are always in my second hole.
[FORTY-FOUR] What are you doing Friday night?
I already told you... baking... and other secret things probably.
[FORTY-FIVE] Have you ever had your heart broken?
Uhm... its had a few cracks put into it but I don't think its ever been fully broken.
[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you're really disappointed in?
yeah. one or two...
[FORTY-EIGHT] Last person you saw?
Amanda...
[FORTY-NINE] How late did you stay up last night and why?
Not late I don't think... maybe 10:30 or 11?
[FIFTY] How is your heart?
Its surviving.
Clearly I need a life.
10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people (no names!)
10. You're so smart and deserve so much better than life has given you.
9. You are beautiful.
8. I hope you break up with your boyfriend and I stay with mine forever just so I can laugh in your face.
7. I wish you could be my therapist.
6. Your perfection at everything kills me from the inside out... I constantly have to remind myself that we all have faults...
5. I hate that I've never been close with you
4. I regret fully and am more than ashamed of the games we used to play as children.
3. I have dreams that you suddenly are able to speak words.
2. You are a spoiled brat.
1. I dream about you A LOT and sometimes I think that I'm a creeper for doing it.
9 things about yourself
9. I'm not aware of any fears that I have.
8. I can't stand all things fake (fake tan, fake hair, excessive makeup, fake face, fake boobs).
7. I'm a psych major.
6. I don't want to do anything after graduation but be a mom.
5. I can't stand the way I look.
4. This year is probably the first year I've (successfully) stayed on top of all my class work since Middle School.
3. I wouldn't be sad if I never heard anything about Twilight ever again
2. I love broccoli.
1. Buying gas is one of my least favorite things to do in the history of the world.
8 ways to win my heart
8. Be honest ... and make me be honest too.
7. Random acts of kindness. (text me, call me, email me... tell me you're thinking of me)
6. Hold me when I cry
5. And laugh along with me when I don't
4. Treat it with care and use kind words.
3. NEVER EVER EVER cheat.
2. Don't expect me to have sex with you. The only way you'll get it is if we're married.
1. Be yourself...
7 things that often cross your mind
7. How random people are doing (Jeff, Ami, Eileen, Carl, Jenn...)
6. stuff I've learned in class
5. song lyrics
4. should take more photos.
3. "Is it true most psych majors are messed up and trying to figure themselves out?"... "I wonder what's wrong with him/her"
2. Must... text... _____.
1 .boxers or briefs
6 things you wish you never did
6. let Zac get into my head the way he did...
5. not try out for musicals after Joseph.
4. Slacked off in school.
3. told almost all my teachers about my "problem"...
2. be jealous of you in turn creating a gap between us for far too long.
1. said mean things about as many people as I did in HS
5 turn ons
5. personality
4. genuine-ness
3. snuggleability
2. heart
1. how you look into my eyes
4 turn offs
4. cockiness
3. immaturity
2. Disrespect
1. takes more time getting ready than I do.
3 Favorites
3. color-green. of the lime variety
2. song- Uhm... Nothing's Bigger than Love - My Favorite Highway
1. food - I have most recently made my favorite foods those high in iron (for I am donating blood tomorrow)
2 things you want to do before death
2. See the world (or at least Europe)
1. have at least one child.
1 Confession
1. I am a drama queen and you know it.
A
- Age: 19
B
- Beer: ew gross
- Birthday/Birthplace: 17 June 1989 / St Mary's Hospital
- Best Friend: Carl
- Body Part on opposite sex: eyes
- Best feeling in the world: when he takes my head and goes "shhh" when I'm upset
- Blind or Deaf: Hmm... that's rough because I find joy in both... deaf?
- Best weather: probably around 65 or 70 - partly sunny
- Been on stage?: yes
- Believe in yourself?: hardly
- Believe in life on other planets?: not really
- Believe in miracles: Yes
- Believe in Magic: no
- Believe in God: I'm working on that one
- Believe in Satan: mm-hmmm
- Believe in Santa: nah
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: no
- Believe in Evolution: how about creative design?
C
- Car: green (year?) Grand Marquis
- Candy: Whatchyamacallits
- Color: green of the lime variety
- Cried in school: plenty of times... but never for a good reason... it was usually because I didn't do well on a test... and by well I mean get an "A".
- Chocolate/Vanilla: chocolate... well... it depends on the medium
- Chinese/Mexican: CHINESE!!!
- Cake or pie: cake.
- Country to visit: I've never been anywhere but Canada... but I want to go to... ITALY the most.
D
- Day or Night: night
- Dream vehicle: Nissan Altima
- Dance?: I wish
- Dance in the rain?: sounds nice
- Do the splits?: not since like 3rd grade.
E
- Eggs: scrambled
- Eyes: brown
- Everyone has a(n): water buffalo
- Ever failed a class?: no.
F
- Full name: Cassandra Nicole Haupt
- First thoughts waking up: "mmm... what time is it?"
- Food: You know, I was just inspired to really want some GERMAN POTATO SALAD
G
- Greatest Fears: I don't know of any that I have... house fire I guess.
- Giver or taker: hm... giver.
- Goals: graduate, have a family
- Gum: anything sugarfree..
- Get along with your parents?: we "get along" ... I get along best with Dad.
- Good luck charm: I don't think i have any
H
- Hair Color: Blonde
- Height: 5'6"
- Happy: hardly.
- Holiday: Christmas and Easter
- How do you want to die: sleeping would be nice.
- Hate: the list would be too long to compile
I
- Ice Cream: chocolate chip cookie dough
- Instrument: FLUTE
J
- Jewelry: confirmation ring, ID bracelet, earrings in my second hole
- Job: Reagan and Ella sitting :)
K
- Kids: yes please
- Boxing or Karate?: neither
- Keep a journal?: I've tried...
L
- Longest Car Ride: michigan to out west... I don't know where out west would be the furthest... Nevada maybe?
- Love: Carl
- Letter: Q
- Laughed so hard you cried?: yes
- Love at first sight?: no
M
- Milk flavor: chocolate or strawberry
- Movie: ... Pirates
- Mooned anyone?: no
- Marriage: I hope so.
- Motion sickness?: never
- McDonalds or BK?: Are we having breakfast or lunch? BK breakfast. MD lunch?
N
- Number of Siblings: 2 sister, 1 brother
- Number of Piercings: 4, two in each ear
- Number: 11
O
- Overused Phrases: "bitch."
- One wish: to be done with school FOREVER!
- One phobia: I'm not really aware of any honestly...
P
- Place you’d like to live: MI is okay... except the winters... but we don't get tornados or hurricanes or earthquakes so we're pretty lucky.
- Perfect Pizza: MEAT LOVERS :)
- Pepsi/Coke: pepsi.
Q
- Quail: Never had it.
- Questionnaires: They're orright.
R
- Reason to cry: stress, anger, frusteration, death
- Reality T.V.: not exactly
- Radio Station: anything but country and hard core rap
- Roll your tongue: yep
S
- Song: i don't have one
- Shoe size: 9 - 9.5
- Salad Dressing: italian
- Sushi: mmm
- Skipped school: not that I know of.
- Slept outside: yeah, camping.
- Seen a dead body? yeah.
- Skinny dipped? yep.
- Shower daily? usually.
- Sing well? Idk about that one.
- In the shower?: no
- Swear?:probably too much
- Stuffed Animals? I have a select few..
-Strawberries/Blueberries? How about blackberries? Raspberries?
- Scientists need to invent? traveling at the speed of light, to get through space.
T
- Time for bed? depends on the next day's sechedule.
- Thunderstorms? LOVE 'EM!!
-TV? Somebody tells me I'm an addict.
- Touch your tongue to your nose? no.
U
- Unpredictable?: I don't really think I am
V
- Vegetable you hate: olives, brussel spourts
- Vegetable you love: Corn, broccoli, spinach
- Vacation spot: I like vacation
W
- Weakness: chocolate
- When you grow up: mom
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you? I dunno.. Lenore?
- Who makes you laugh the most? Carl
- Worst feeling: being wrong.
- Wanted to be a model?: At some point in time...
- Where do we go when we die? Heaven
X
-X-Rays: An ultrasound is kinda like an x-ray, right? I had one taken of Janice (the tumor on my boob...)
Y
-Year it is now: 2009
-Yellow: SUBMARINE
Z
- Zoo animal: tiger... or cappybara
- Zodiac sign: Gemini