I Think I Can
Yes.. Haven't been updating.. Sorry.. Busy..
Well, first off, quick memo to Sam and Meghan, in particular.. If you speak to them, please tell them to read this..
Ok. I'm disgusted you have the nerve to fucking be MAD at me for a reason you won't tell me. AND now you're trying to turn MY friends against me. You two are the most fucked up ass-hats I must know! Oh, and don't and me that "I was never your real friend" shit. Cause if you weren't, you wouldn't have fucking let me sleep over constantly, tolerate me, or invite me to fucking places. I don't really even want to CONSIDER being friends with any of you again! This is one of those situations where I can't even put my hate in words! I sure as hell can kick the fuck out of both of you though! I'm sure that would teach you a lesson or two.
K. So. Over that.
Non-eventful.. Read HBP. Hardly ate. I kept forgetting. My Body Mass Weight went all the way down to 17.. Thats the BMI (Body Mass Weight) that is used to legally say that you have an eating disorder.. Oh well.
I learned something, and it nearly brought me to heaving sobs. I have people that actually TRULY care about me. Not the kind of caring where they just ignore me when things aren't convenient for them.. But actual people who THINK and WORRY and CARE about me. I'm sorry for this soppy, emo babble.. But I'm actually CARED for.
I'm sorry. I'm just a big puddle of emotions right now. Hate and Love. I suppose its true when 'they' say theres a fine line between the two..
♥♥♥
Jess