Jul 22, 2006 23:36
yeahh so i havent updated agen in lyk 7219643168189645896 years. nd yeahh so basically an update on ma life me nd christian are still together && its almost 5 months =] =] nd ive never been happier in my entire life and it made me realize wat i had before was lyk nothing. bcuz wat i have now is lyk wohh amazing. school soccer sucks hairy grandpa balls. but my heat girls are still my life <3 funny thing is i was going thru all my old entries and laughin at how lyk crazy i was with all these other people. nd how i crazy ive been the last year before march 15th. so i think that part of my life is lyk blocked out nd i dunt even care bout it anymore nd im soo over the whole dramatic "oh im heartbroken shit" cuz i wasnt heartbroken, i wasnt even in love. boyy i am now tho. its kinda that crazy think about him 24/7 always wanna talk to him, always wanna be with him, dream about him kinda love. well i pretty much only have 1 friend and i dunno wat happened to my other friendships. kidna saddd. but theres a new school year && a new me && im starting to feel much more confident and better about myself. and im starting to thin out kinda. nd im feeling pretty good. nd hoping this year is the best one yet. but hey hoping and living are 2 totally different things. so well see how it goes. IM REALLI GUNNA TRY AND KEEP THIS THING UPDATED THO! its a promise. <33
Mindyyy
I love Christian
<3 3.15.06 <3