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This week has been hectic to the maximum.
whew.
Last week staying at the school until 10pm finishing painting the boards for mayday.
and then mayday practice this week.
I didn't even know until a couple days ago I was going to be in it.
Just NUTS.
Today was pretty good though.
Except for the whole thing with Lauren.
I really don't like this whole thing going on between us.
Regardless of anything, I still love her and want to be there for her.
I don't want to lose her as a friend.
It never needed to get to be some big thing.
I went with Kristin to get her Tattoo touched up.
It's the tiniest heart I've ever seen.
But it's cute.
I just wanted to be like "ME NEXT!"
Except I don't think I really trust that place, it doesn't look good or very sanitary at all.
I mean, just the location you gotta know it's gonna be shitty.
Gah, and I had to go tanning for prom cause I don't even want to see my sick whiteass in a dress.
but theres NO WAY I'm gonna be hella dark, ew.
I don't do that shit.
I just want to actually look alive for once in my life.
Nice dead corpse skin.
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