people just arent working for me today
I told my mom that I'd like to apply to atleast one college other than LBI just to see if I'd get in.
Its not that I think LBI is selling myself short, or that I couldnt succeed at a college, but this is simply what I want. and I actually think its something I could do well. But anyway, she said "You're going to LBI, end of story."
NO! its NOT THE END of story. I dont care what she says. If God changes my view on my college career, then SO BE IT, and theres nothing my mom can do about it. I love her to death, but if I have to move out and make my own money for college I will.
And like, I know I'll make it into LBI. I dont think, I KNOW. but if I didnt, where's the backup plan? yeah there is none, because she doesnt think anything through. She just goes with the moment, and I cant take it. I need a career, not a "you suck and cant do anything else, so go do hair" job.
Its just something I like, something I want,.. and ya know.. maybe I'm not smart. maybe I'm not brilliant, gorgeous, talented, or any of that stupid crap. all I'm asking for is to be happy.. and yet, it seems like I'm asking too much.
Its not that I think LBI is selling myself short, or that I couldnt succeed at a college, but this is simply what I want. and I actually think its something I could do well. But anyway, she said "You're going to LBI, end of story."
NO! its NOT THE END of story. I dont care what she says. If God changes my view on my college career, then SO BE IT, and theres nothing my mom can do about it. I love her to death, but if I have to move out and make my own money for college I will.
And like, I know I'll make it into LBI. I dont think, I KNOW. but if I didnt, where's the backup plan? yeah there is none, because she doesnt think anything through. She just goes with the moment, and I cant take it. I need a career, not a "you suck and cant do anything else, so go do hair" job.
Its just something I like, something I want,.. and ya know.. maybe I'm not smart. maybe I'm not brilliant, gorgeous, talented, or any of that stupid crap. all I'm asking for is to be happy.. and yet, it seems like I'm asking too much.