Bittersweet Emotions
kay, I need to start writing more often.. I know. I've just been so busy, once again.. but I'll do my best to give you good updates. here we go!
The grading period ended Friday. I'm kind of excited about my grades, because I think I've done fairly well this first nine weeks. I'll never be marching at the halftime of another football game, probably ever again. I'll never do pregame again. Senior night went so well too. I had the most balloons out of the band kids, and it was nice to walk across the home field one last time. It was a bittersweet feeling, I think it was a little more bitter than sweet though. The bitterness is that for the past 4 years, this has been my life. Outside of church, and school.. its what I've done, who I've been, and it'll always be a part of who I am. My dad had me take turf off the field because "my tax dollars paid for this." haha, so I got a little pinch of all 3 colors. I can only imagine how cute I looked picking turf off of our field. Then, afterward.. me and Bruce were standing next to each other after we all got our single balloons. We let go of our balloons like 2 seconds before everyone else did. I'll never forget that. I've lost 30 lbs since the end of summer, by the way. I dont really think I look that much better, but whatever. scales dont lie. My love life- hah, talk about nonexistant. I have little crushes, but I'm not all that into anyone in particular. boys like so arent even worth it, and well okay, I'm lying to a point. I obviously have like the maddest crush ever on my best guy friend. But, at the same I've kinda given up on it, because even if he does like me, his parents dont, and it would cause unnecessary hassle. did I just spell hassle right? haha, I dont think so. but anywhoo- last night, was the extreme teen takeover, and it was so fun. Jess and Jordan were singing at one mic.. and ev & me were at the other one. QUIZZING STARTS TOMORROW NIGHT AT CURT'S HOUSE! yayYAYyayYAYyayYAYyay! I am SOOOO excited! I absolutely positively lalala LOVE those guys.. they're simply amazing. [: I guess I'm done for now, the period is almost over.
The grading period ended Friday. I'm kind of excited about my grades, because I think I've done fairly well this first nine weeks. I'll never be marching at the halftime of another football game, probably ever again. I'll never do pregame again. Senior night went so well too. I had the most balloons out of the band kids, and it was nice to walk across the home field one last time. It was a bittersweet feeling, I think it was a little more bitter than sweet though. The bitterness is that for the past 4 years, this has been my life. Outside of church, and school.. its what I've done, who I've been, and it'll always be a part of who I am. My dad had me take turf off the field because "my tax dollars paid for this." haha, so I got a little pinch of all 3 colors. I can only imagine how cute I looked picking turf off of our field. Then, afterward.. me and Bruce were standing next to each other after we all got our single balloons. We let go of our balloons like 2 seconds before everyone else did. I'll never forget that. I've lost 30 lbs since the end of summer, by the way. I dont really think I look that much better, but whatever. scales dont lie. My love life- hah, talk about nonexistant. I have little crushes, but I'm not all that into anyone in particular. boys like so arent even worth it, and well okay, I'm lying to a point. I obviously have like the maddest crush ever on my best guy friend. But, at the same I've kinda given up on it, because even if he does like me, his parents dont, and it would cause unnecessary hassle. did I just spell hassle right? haha, I dont think so. but anywhoo- last night, was the extreme teen takeover, and it was so fun. Jess and Jordan were singing at one mic.. and ev & me were at the other one. QUIZZING STARTS TOMORROW NIGHT AT CURT'S HOUSE! yayYAYyayYAYyayYAYyay! I am SOOOO excited! I absolutely positively lalala LOVE those guys.. they're simply amazing. [: I guess I'm done for now, the period is almost over.