ind. bio. research class kicks and giggles
Today has been fun up to this point,, as most days have been so far this year. But,, I definately have a cold, and I sound like a demented frog. And of course, I have voice class 8th period. I'm not all that worried about it though, I'm thinking that with a little help from water and warm-ups.. I'll be alright.
This friday is our first home game.
I'm excited.. but I'm also sad.
Being in school is somewhat eery.. just knowing that I wont be here again next year.. the reality is finally hitting home and its a little more extreme than I can take at this point. I've wanted out for so long, but now that the time is coming [ in like 9 months, but still ] its kinda sad.
I mean, shoot,. in high school.. well, no. actually, everything IS high school.
High school is where you spend your first years of your life.. and until you become
and adult, its basically all you know., all you have to do, all you have to survive in.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that jr high/high school has most deff changed my life forever.
I mean,, come on. I lost my virginity in 9th grade. I commited my entire life to Christ at the end
of 9th grade/ begininning of 10th grade. I met some amazing people at Pennsville Baptist Church
in 7th grade. People,, that I hope to remember and stay in contact with for the rest of my life.
Boyfriends! oh my, the boyfriends. I couldnt name them all for you if I tried.
but the ones that I'm still friends with are Evan & Ricky. but I cant even put
Evan on the same page as Ricky because he is like my BEST guy friend. Simply
because, I can talk to him about absolutely anything, nd he's always there for me.
There has never been a time when he completely shunned me because of something
I did or anything like that. He's just always been my friend, even when we were
"lovers."
^^ This boy, is one of the many that I will
be deeply saddened if we lose connection.
So how bout,, I watched *say anything* last night,, and wow. I really dont remember moving this bracelet to my left wrist. hm. weird. oh, but anyway, I LOVE that movie. Lloyd doppler owns my ♥. hahah, kidding! yeah.. speaking of gaggy matters of the heart, I'm really hoping to hang out with Jeremy on Friday. I'm either going to call him tonight or tomorrow to see whats up, and what we can work out.
well, there's a 10 minute bell that rings in this ghetto end of the hall, and it done just rung. [: haha
so I guess its time to clean up! kbye*
This friday is our first home game.
I'm excited.. but I'm also sad.
Being in school is somewhat eery.. just knowing that I wont be here again next year.. the reality is finally hitting home and its a little more extreme than I can take at this point. I've wanted out for so long, but now that the time is coming [ in like 9 months, but still ] its kinda sad.
I mean, shoot,. in high school.. well, no. actually, everything IS high school.
High school is where you spend your first years of your life.. and until you become
and adult, its basically all you know., all you have to do, all you have to survive in.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that jr high/high school has most deff changed my life forever.
I mean,, come on. I lost my virginity in 9th grade. I commited my entire life to Christ at the end
of 9th grade/ begininning of 10th grade. I met some amazing people at Pennsville Baptist Church
in 7th grade. People,, that I hope to remember and stay in contact with for the rest of my life.
Boyfriends! oh my, the boyfriends. I couldnt name them all for you if I tried.
but the ones that I'm still friends with are Evan & Ricky. but I cant even put
Evan on the same page as Ricky because he is like my BEST guy friend. Simply
because, I can talk to him about absolutely anything, nd he's always there for me.
There has never been a time when he completely shunned me because of something
I did or anything like that. He's just always been my friend, even when we were
"lovers."
^^ This boy, is one of the many that I will
be deeply saddened if we lose connection.
So how bout,, I watched *say anything* last night,, and wow. I really dont remember moving this bracelet to my left wrist. hm. weird. oh, but anyway, I LOVE that movie. Lloyd doppler owns my ♥. hahah, kidding! yeah.. speaking of gaggy matters of the heart, I'm really hoping to hang out with Jeremy on Friday. I'm either going to call him tonight or tomorrow to see whats up, and what we can work out.
well, there's a 10 minute bell that rings in this ghetto end of the hall, and it done just rung. [: haha
so I guess its time to clean up! kbye*