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When I can't even come up with a title... you know its bad.
My head is spinning. I honestly don't know what to do or think anymore.
Chris and I are done ovb. But I still have this depressed feeling. It sucks. I don't really know why I'm depressed. I can't explain it. I still feel broken hearted and I still feel like things suck. I know breaking up with him was the right thing to do but ugh... idk..it doesn't feel right yet... I'll find out I guess.
Idk what to think about things with Robbie. I mean he knows I wanna be with him...I think he wants to be with me. But commiting right now its stupid. Hes going back to Iraq until June after his leave is up. I'm allready stuggling enough just being his friend. Being his gf will be so much harder. Heres to hoping that he makes everything better because right now idk what will fix things.
My head is spinning. I honestly don't know what to do or think anymore.
Chris and I are done ovb. But I still have this depressed feeling. It sucks. I don't really know why I'm depressed. I can't explain it. I still feel broken hearted and I still feel like things suck. I know breaking up with him was the right thing to do but ugh... idk..it doesn't feel right yet... I'll find out I guess.
Idk what to think about things with Robbie. I mean he knows I wanna be with him...I think he wants to be with me. But commiting right now its stupid. Hes going back to Iraq until June after his leave is up. I'm allready stuggling enough just being his friend. Being his gf will be so much harder. Heres to hoping that he makes everything better because right now idk what will fix things.