arrrgh
okay, I don't need anymore crap in my life right now because my mom sent the letter to my dad today, so he's going to get it on Saturday. *breathes... and throws up* Okay, well. I uh, yeah I think I'm seriously going to go crazy.
And I watched Hide and Seek with my mommy and it was good. so yeah.
I might go see a psychiatrist or something, and my mom isn't letting me take anymore calls from my dad untill we know he gets the letter, if hes even able to call after he gets it. Shes going to tape the calls. So he doesn't say anything to me that i dunno. I've been thinking more and more about my choices for my life. I mean, four years isn't THAT long and I have to get some idea to what I want to be, my choices are: ER Doctor, crime scene investigator, or a therapist/psychiatrist/counsoler. I like listening to other peoples problems and understanding, well trying to, them. Unlike some people who when you tell them something they don't really care cause they're too wrapped up in themselves to care! I dunno I'm just babbering on because I'm trying to take my mind of my problems. I wanna see someone, but I don't wanna get one of those shrinks that has had the perfect life and they have no comprehension of what you're saying. Ms. Koester got married!! yaaay congradulations to her! Oops, I mean Mrs. Shepherd. God thats so not fun Koester is like, sooo better! Yeah, she like, totally married Jack from Lost!
And I watched Hide and Seek with my mommy and it was good. so yeah.
I might go see a psychiatrist or something, and my mom isn't letting me take anymore calls from my dad untill we know he gets the letter, if hes even able to call after he gets it. Shes going to tape the calls. So he doesn't say anything to me that i dunno. I've been thinking more and more about my choices for my life. I mean, four years isn't THAT long and I have to get some idea to what I want to be, my choices are: ER Doctor, crime scene investigator, or a therapist/psychiatrist/counsoler. I like listening to other peoples problems and understanding, well trying to, them. Unlike some people who when you tell them something they don't really care cause they're too wrapped up in themselves to care! I dunno I'm just babbering on because I'm trying to take my mind of my problems. I wanna see someone, but I don't wanna get one of those shrinks that has had the perfect life and they have no comprehension of what you're saying. Ms. Koester got married!! yaaay congradulations to her! Oops, I mean Mrs. Shepherd. God thats so not fun Koester is like, sooo better! Yeah, she like, totally married Jack from Lost!