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Today was gay...
I had my mom drop me off at skool early so Id have time to go to my locker and get my yearbook...but I decided not to go to my locker...so I got in line to get my yearbook and me and my friend were up front and B-rizzle was the person standing by the door making sure everything was going in an orderly fashion and he was calling out letters and no one was listening to the poor child and all of a sudden I hear him go wat about a P and im all thinking wtf? howd he get down the alphabet so fast??? he was just spittin out random letters tho but I asked him wat? and he was like does yer last name start with a A B or C and my friends stated with A so she was all like mine does so I went to go in cuz mine Starts with C and he was all like does yers start with A? and I was like no C and he let me go lol....then I had boring history..we took a test in which I probably failed... and im sure im going to fail the exam to considering I havent passes any of his tests or quizes...so im going to have to take history again damit!! gym we ran the 50 yard dash or w/e it was dumb..I ran it in 8.1 seconds....art all I did was look thru the yearbook...math was dumb...now i m home...
yes so that was my day...man my whole summer vacation is like ruined...the only good thing happening is hanging out with Eash because Dale said John most likely not comming up and im not a loud to go to warped...so my mother thinks...that bitch aint keeping me from warped and since im most likely going to have a F is history again Ill be grounded from Great Skate...but fuck that if she trys to keep me from it ill run away and im serious....because its lame that Great Skate is that important to me yes I kno but seeing as how I also have an obsession (which I HAVE to get over somehow) that could possibly be going there in July I have to go...I HAVE to see him....so I can get over him....im proud of myself...I accidently ruined to of my pictures of him and I didnt cry :) I of caurse still have 2 left tho so ya....ANYWHO...I must go...even if it means running away from home...and then after that ill be in a youth home...my mom told me so... bitch...
I'll be there for you These five words I swear to you When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you I'd live and I'd die for you Steal the sun from the sky for you Words can't say what a love can do I'll be there for you.....
Ive come to a descion.... Next year...If I get harrassed anytime in the first week......im dropping out... I dont want to go thru that again....4-10th is enuf for me... im sic of it I dont do anything to these people I dont even talk to them but yet they feel the need to make me feel like im shit....even tho I am but they dont need to remind me of that.... grrr... things would just be simple if I just killed myself... blaaaa