May 21, 2004 23:59
well I guess I have nothing to look forward to this summer :*( and I kno no one cares anyways I was already told that but I dont give a fuck this is my journal and im writing about my fucking feelings!grr man...I knew them comming up was to good to be true...nothing good like that happens to me...I dont even want summer now...this really sux cuz I was already crying once today...so grr this was like all I needed...I wish I could wish for a time back when I was happy to come back...but that was like...pre school...I dont wanna go back there...
blaaaa I officially REFUSE to go to anymore MBT concerts except Sarahs brothers graduation partay because I already told her id go...they depress me...certain reasons...we wont get into detail on those...I DO NOT hate the guys tho...I LOVE u all...even tho u will never kno because u dont read my journal...but o well...