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Hey journal. Soo how do you like the new colors? I like em'. Well nothing new really has been happening just so far really laid back. Yesterday I went over to Reva's and we hung out in her pool we saw Lauren there too. We went to go play pool and there where these annoying little kids there that just wouldn't shut up. They where like fifth gradeish? I also saw Richard there too. When I came home my brother was over and to tell you the truth I really hate this brother. I have absolutely no self esteem and then he comes over and seriously makes me feel 10 times worse about myself. fucking ass.Last night Elaine and I babysat till 1. Elaine started to get a little paranoid if you know what I mean.
Abby: drops brownie on the floor and goes to eat if off the floor
Me: Abby don't eat that off the floor!
Elaine: No its okay, hey Abby eat the other piece that fell on the chair
Abby: I will after I get the hair out of my mouth (from the brownie that fell on the floor)
yahh. don't let Elaine baby sit your kids she makes them eat food off the floor. after the kids went to bed at 9 Elaine and I had till one so I painted my nails and Elaine made me an ankle bracelet. Well today I'm going to start taking off my carpeting. Wish me good luck I hope I don't fuck it up.
after all these tears
had swelled in my eyes
i wonder how you stand
to call me your friend