I'm starting to hate boys!!

[x0xashleyx0x]

I wish he would just call!! I hate looking at my phone every damn second to see if he's going to call! And I don't want to call him because I already did once today, and I felt like I was annoying him. So I'm not going to call him. I don't know what his deal is lately? Just he's been acting weird around me, and it's starting to bug the hell out of me. I'm scared! I'm scared that I'm going to get hurt like I always do. This always happens to me. I really start to like someone, and then things just start to fall apart. I don't know what it is? I think it's my personality, I just think he hates it. IDK? He told me a few weeks ago that he's starting to like me more than a friend, well he doesn't act like it. He doesn't call me as much as he used to and he doesn't return my phone calls anymore. It's REALLY starting to bug me!!!

URGH! I'm starting to HATE boys!!!

I'm out..i'm going to wait and see if he's going to actually call me back!!

Night!!

<3 Ashley