hmm...

Apr 28, 2004 12:17


i woke up almost an hour late today - about 10 minutes before i have to leave for school. and so i just threw on some crappy [but comfy] clothes, and ate breakfast, [&put on deodorent&brushed my teeth] then walked out the door. nothing else.

remembering  how i was last year, this is pretty funny. last year i woke up at 5:30 every morning, just so that i had enough time to put on a bunch of makeup and fix my hair perfectly, just to look cute for school. i spent almost an hour blowdrying&straightening my hair every night, and i also had to have the perfect outfit with matching accessories picked out for the day. [i would plan this on sunday night, all of my outfits for the whole week]. and if i woke up late, i just didn't go to school that day [or i went in late, just so that i could 'fix myself up'].

how pathetic is that? this year it's really different though. i go to school as a bum about 2/5 of the week. i definitely don't care about my appearance so much as i did before. i don't know if that's a good thing, or a bad thing? but i do think it's pretty cool though that i can sleep later, and just not have to worry about all of that anymore.

maybe it's because of the fact that i have jim. last year i guess i felt the need to impress people and all that crap, but now, i know that he's not gonna stop loving me just because i look like a pile of doggie shit. yes, he's just that cool =)
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