i have been fighting the good fight... and what if there are no damsels in distress?
so, i go on the shot tomorrow. yay! no more periods!
and i am supposed to be getting anti depressants. i guess that will be good.
i was talking to andrea, this girl i work with, and she told me how she wanted to see what would happen if she didn't take them. she said that it was the worst mistake of her life. so my guess is that they will actually help me. like i have been a lot better lately, but i still blah.. i dunno. feel pretty shitty.
today is one month.
:(
*cries*
i miss her so much. i love her so much. i just wish i could hold her one more time. i really hope she knew that i loved her.
She was so fucking amazing. so beautiful. she touched my heart in a way no one has ever been able to in my life ever before. she was so real. unlike most of the people i know. she wasn't some fake person. she was genuine. she was honest. she was pure love!
god.
blah. i'm having a down moment right now. i haven't had one in about a week.
Rebecca Kathleen Masci is, and will forever be lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator
I love you forever, my dearest dearest Arby. <3
-allie