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sometimes it's embarrassing to talk to you
to hold a conversation with the only one who sees right through
this version of myself
i try to hide behind
i'll bury my face because my disgrace will leave me terrified
and sometimes i'm so thankful for your loyalty
your love regardless of the mistakes i make will spoil me
my confidence is, in a sense, a gift you've given me
and i'm satisfied to realize you're all i'll ever need
you looked into my life
and never stopped
and you're thinking all my thoughts
are so simple but so beautiful
and you recite my words right back to me
before i even speak
you let me know, i am understood
and sometimes i spend my time
just trying to escape
i work so hard, so desperately, in an attempt to create space
cause i want distance from the utmost important thing i know
i see your love, then turn my back, and beg for you to go
you looked into my life
and never stopped
and you're thinking all my thoughts
are so simple but so beautiful
and you recite my words right back to me
before i even speak
you let me know, i am understood
you're the only one who understands
completely
you're the only one who knows me yet still loves completely
and sometimes the place i'm at is at a loss for words
if i think of something worthy, i know that it's already yours
and through the times i've faded and you've outlined me again
you've just patiently waited, to bring me back and then
you looked into my life
and never stopped
and you're thinking all my thoughts
are so simple but so beautiful
and you recite my words right back to me
before i even speak
you let me know, i am understood
the noise has broken my defense
let me embrace salvaction
your voice has broken my defense
let me embrace salvation
the noise has broken my defense
let me embrace salvaction
your voice has broken my defense
let me embrace salvation
the noise has broken my defense
let me embrace salvaction
your voice has broken my defense
let me embrace salvation
your voice has broken my defense
let me embrace salvation
let me embrace
let me embrace salvation
- mary always used to play that song wen we went cruisin in old lou lou! oh how i miss u my mi mi- u dnt need college...YOU NEED ME!!! =)and if not then im stealing ur room in the most respectable way wen u dnt kno!!! =)
so yesterday i went to 8:00 mass which was SOOOOOO BORING especially cuz it was lodi and i was up late saturday nite! then i went to ambulance corps which was as always intriguing b/c its ambulance corps and they are crazy ppl
then i came home and actually did homework and junk like that and then went to the youth group meeting thingy which was fun! i didnt notice she took her hair out till meg sumthin! i knew it looked different!!! anthony being entertained by the coughdrop, nick being all freaky and serious , SPANDEX ROCK, and meg...u are like the luckiest person in the whole world!!!! DRESSER!!!!!!! "yesssss" oh em gee! bowling!...then after i was givin brother anthony his piggy bak ride and decided to throw him in a nice big pile of plowed snow! hahah his butt was wet and his mom was laughing! oh the good times! 5 years left!!!!
then i talked to NO ONE online!!! ::gags:: hahah ewww
but it was the walrus's day of eating the worm! - hahah remember that bobby?
and today was boring in school as usual and there were certain teachers who were rediculously stupid ( arent they always?!?) hahah mrs pollak thought i was actually gunna become a nun! jung jung aka chingy! lol and in espanol we all got our names on the board! sry i got u up natalie =) and chrissy ( i sed chrissy- ahhh bobby!) heard me sayin bye to mrs lindberg! hahah shes so funny ADIOSSSS HASTA MANANANANANANA! haha mr camoch[o] hasta la vista babay!
and then after school me and the stalker went to old navy and modells while my mom was sumwhere and these ppl that i kno either go to lakeland or panas were like laughin at us wen we walked by! HOW RUDE! i like my uniform! its muchhhh btr than setons! haha i still wanna run down the streets of peekskill in it!!! haha peekaayywoood!!! so im goin to go to nothing!
in the good words of mr camoch[o]
"hasta la vista babayyy!"
to hold a conversation with the only one who sees right through
this version of myself
i try to hide behind
i'll bury my face because my disgrace will leave me terrified
and sometimes i'm so thankful for your loyalty
your love regardless of the mistakes i make will spoil me
my confidence is, in a sense, a gift you've given me
and i'm satisfied to realize you're all i'll ever need
you looked into my life
and never stopped
and you're thinking all my thoughts
are so simple but so beautiful
and you recite my words right back to me
before i even speak
you let me know, i am understood
and sometimes i spend my time
just trying to escape
i work so hard, so desperately, in an attempt to create space
cause i want distance from the utmost important thing i know
i see your love, then turn my back, and beg for you to go
you looked into my life
and never stopped
and you're thinking all my thoughts
are so simple but so beautiful
and you recite my words right back to me
before i even speak
you let me know, i am understood
you're the only one who understands
completely
you're the only one who knows me yet still loves completely
and sometimes the place i'm at is at a loss for words
if i think of something worthy, i know that it's already yours
and through the times i've faded and you've outlined me again
you've just patiently waited, to bring me back and then
you looked into my life
and never stopped
and you're thinking all my thoughts
are so simple but so beautiful
and you recite my words right back to me
before i even speak
you let me know, i am understood
the noise has broken my defense
let me embrace salvaction
your voice has broken my defense
let me embrace salvation
the noise has broken my defense
let me embrace salvaction
your voice has broken my defense
let me embrace salvation
the noise has broken my defense
let me embrace salvaction
your voice has broken my defense
let me embrace salvation
your voice has broken my defense
let me embrace salvation
let me embrace
let me embrace salvation
- mary always used to play that song wen we went cruisin in old lou lou! oh how i miss u my mi mi- u dnt need college...YOU NEED ME!!! =)and if not then im stealing ur room in the most respectable way wen u dnt kno!!! =)
so yesterday i went to 8:00 mass which was SOOOOOO BORING especially cuz it was lodi and i was up late saturday nite! then i went to ambulance corps which was as always intriguing b/c its ambulance corps and they are crazy ppl
then i came home and actually did homework and junk like that and then went to the youth group meeting thingy which was fun! i didnt notice she took her hair out till meg sumthin! i knew it looked different!!! anthony being entertained by the coughdrop, nick being all freaky and serious , SPANDEX ROCK, and meg...u are like the luckiest person in the whole world!!!! DRESSER!!!!!!! "yesssss" oh em gee! bowling!...then after i was givin brother anthony his piggy bak ride and decided to throw him in a nice big pile of plowed snow! hahah his butt was wet and his mom was laughing! oh the good times! 5 years left!!!!
then i talked to NO ONE online!!! ::gags:: hahah ewww
but it was the walrus's day of eating the worm! - hahah remember that bobby?
and today was boring in school as usual and there were certain teachers who were rediculously stupid ( arent they always?!?) hahah mrs pollak thought i was actually gunna become a nun! jung jung aka chingy! lol and in espanol we all got our names on the board! sry i got u up natalie =) and chrissy ( i sed chrissy- ahhh bobby!) heard me sayin bye to mrs lindberg! hahah shes so funny ADIOSSSS HASTA MANANANANANANA! haha mr camoch[o] hasta la vista babay!
and then after school me and the stalker went to old navy and modells while my mom was sumwhere and these ppl that i kno either go to lakeland or panas were like laughin at us wen we walked by! HOW RUDE! i like my uniform! its muchhhh btr than setons! haha i still wanna run down the streets of peekskill in it!!! haha peekaayywoood!!! so im goin to go to nothing!
in the good words of mr camoch[o]
"hasta la vista babayyy!"