holy chit
Omigod. This thing is still in existence? Wowz. *Sigh* Okay, so where to begin?
I have a boyfriend. His name ish Bill Bryant. I love him very much, he means the world to me, and I would die to protect him from those little jackasses that hate me and want to punish everything in my life to get to me. He asked me to marry him a few weeks ago, which is so totally great that I almost cry at the thought. I, of course, accepted. Since his money has been stretched really thin because of problems in both our lives, he has put an engagement ring in layaway for me. Makes me shake when I think about it. It looks like I've finally found somebody to keep me happy. *Happy sigh*
Daniel, is as usual, still being a bitch. That is to be expected. No big deal there, of course. He's easy to ignore. I just think about the ring that is going to be on my finger in a few weeks once it's fully paid for, and the name 'Bryant' that's going to become mine after I graduate from high school. This coming summer we are going to Alabama to pick up his tools, that way he can get started in the mechanic industry again. He's thinking about it. And so I can use them too, because that's what I want to do with my life: Automotive Technician. I'm in classes for it now, in fact. But yeah, when we go to Alabama, we're going to see his dad, I'm going to get to meet the other half of the family I haven't already come into contact with... and wish I hadn't, believe me... and see what I think of him. Joy of joys. *rolls her eyes*
I'm still listening to massive amounts of music, but of course. I love it more than ever, even though I'm DYING to get my CD player back. Some bitch fat ass named Monty Olsen stole it the other day, and I haven't gotten my hands on the cock bite to get it back. Once I do, though, he's going to wish he was dead. You don't steal from me to begin with, but taking a CD player, especially one as good as that $60 CD player, is an unforgivable sin, punishable only by death. Bill is righteously pissed off as well... partly because he feels the same way about music as I do, and partly because... well... nobody likes their extremely violent and active girlfriend to get worked into a homicidal frenzy, right? It's just... not safe, you know?
I think, when I get a few extra dollars, I'm going to go on a mad spree and buy a whole lot of new CDs. Some for me, some for Bill. A few for JT, the little brother, even. God knows I need to get him OFF hip hop and onto some REAL music... like METAL! Real music, with real instruments, where you can feel the pulse of life in every chord struck. Need to get him onto Iced Earth. That way I'll be able to sleep at night, instead of groaning and tossing and turning and wondering why I haven't blown up his sterio yet, cuz it's STILL playing that bullshit he likes.
I'm so tired.... Tired of the bullshit, tired of the lies, tired of all the crap people feed me because they think I'm that damn gullible. Guess what, fuck heads, I'm NOT! Your stupid acts aren't lost on me, you morons. I laugh at your stupidity as you think you are cleverly getting away with lies, while I'm turning everything you say around on your to bring it all crashing down on you. Haha, you're the idiot in this picture, and I'm walking away laughing. Have fun picking up the pieces of your ruined life, fucker.
Well, I think now I will leave you with the lyrics to one of my favorite songs... "Dracula" by Iced Earth...
Dracula
Do you believe in love?
Do you believe in destiny?
True love may come only once in a thousand lifetimes...
I too have loved...they took her from me.
I prayed for her soul....I prayed for her peace
When I close my eyes
I see her face, it comforts me
When I close my eyes
Memories cut like a knife
The blood is the life, and Christ I defy.
My sworn enemy...birth of a new creed.
Is this my reward for serving God's own war?
The blood I've spilled for faith fulfilled.
To damn her, a disgrace, you spit back in my face.
I served you loyally, and you spew blasphemy.
I avenge with darkness, the blood is the life
The Order of the Dragon, I feed on human life
There are far worse things awaiting man than death
Come taste what I have seen
I'm spreading my disease
I will feed upon His precious child
The human race will bleed, they will serve my need.
(Pre-chorus)
I avenge with darkness, the blood is the life
The Order of the Dragon, I feed on human life
(Chorus)
I am the Dragon of blood, a relentless prince of pain
Renouncing God on His throne
My blood is forever stained
For true love I shall avenge
I defy the creed that damned her
~Larki
I have a boyfriend. His name ish Bill Bryant. I love him very much, he means the world to me, and I would die to protect him from those little jackasses that hate me and want to punish everything in my life to get to me. He asked me to marry him a few weeks ago, which is so totally great that I almost cry at the thought. I, of course, accepted. Since his money has been stretched really thin because of problems in both our lives, he has put an engagement ring in layaway for me. Makes me shake when I think about it. It looks like I've finally found somebody to keep me happy. *Happy sigh*
Daniel, is as usual, still being a bitch. That is to be expected. No big deal there, of course. He's easy to ignore. I just think about the ring that is going to be on my finger in a few weeks once it's fully paid for, and the name 'Bryant' that's going to become mine after I graduate from high school. This coming summer we are going to Alabama to pick up his tools, that way he can get started in the mechanic industry again. He's thinking about it. And so I can use them too, because that's what I want to do with my life: Automotive Technician. I'm in classes for it now, in fact. But yeah, when we go to Alabama, we're going to see his dad, I'm going to get to meet the other half of the family I haven't already come into contact with... and wish I hadn't, believe me... and see what I think of him. Joy of joys. *rolls her eyes*
I'm still listening to massive amounts of music, but of course. I love it more than ever, even though I'm DYING to get my CD player back. Some bitch fat ass named Monty Olsen stole it the other day, and I haven't gotten my hands on the cock bite to get it back. Once I do, though, he's going to wish he was dead. You don't steal from me to begin with, but taking a CD player, especially one as good as that $60 CD player, is an unforgivable sin, punishable only by death. Bill is righteously pissed off as well... partly because he feels the same way about music as I do, and partly because... well... nobody likes their extremely violent and active girlfriend to get worked into a homicidal frenzy, right? It's just... not safe, you know?
I think, when I get a few extra dollars, I'm going to go on a mad spree and buy a whole lot of new CDs. Some for me, some for Bill. A few for JT, the little brother, even. God knows I need to get him OFF hip hop and onto some REAL music... like METAL! Real music, with real instruments, where you can feel the pulse of life in every chord struck. Need to get him onto Iced Earth. That way I'll be able to sleep at night, instead of groaning and tossing and turning and wondering why I haven't blown up his sterio yet, cuz it's STILL playing that bullshit he likes.
I'm so tired.... Tired of the bullshit, tired of the lies, tired of all the crap people feed me because they think I'm that damn gullible. Guess what, fuck heads, I'm NOT! Your stupid acts aren't lost on me, you morons. I laugh at your stupidity as you think you are cleverly getting away with lies, while I'm turning everything you say around on your to bring it all crashing down on you. Haha, you're the idiot in this picture, and I'm walking away laughing. Have fun picking up the pieces of your ruined life, fucker.
Well, I think now I will leave you with the lyrics to one of my favorite songs... "Dracula" by Iced Earth...
Dracula
Do you believe in love?
Do you believe in destiny?
True love may come only once in a thousand lifetimes...
I too have loved...they took her from me.
I prayed for her soul....I prayed for her peace
When I close my eyes
I see her face, it comforts me
When I close my eyes
Memories cut like a knife
The blood is the life, and Christ I defy.
My sworn enemy...birth of a new creed.
Is this my reward for serving God's own war?
The blood I've spilled for faith fulfilled.
To damn her, a disgrace, you spit back in my face.
I served you loyally, and you spew blasphemy.
I avenge with darkness, the blood is the life
The Order of the Dragon, I feed on human life
There are far worse things awaiting man than death
Come taste what I have seen
I'm spreading my disease
I will feed upon His precious child
The human race will bleed, they will serve my need.
(Pre-chorus)
I avenge with darkness, the blood is the life
The Order of the Dragon, I feed on human life
(Chorus)
I am the Dragon of blood, a relentless prince of pain
Renouncing God on His throne
My blood is forever stained
For true love I shall avenge
I defy the creed that damned her
~Larki