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dreamingofdying October 8 2004, 01:19:29 UTC
Im sorry,Megan.

ok,Im going to be the person I know I can be and say,I think your comment is completly fair,I fucked up.
However,You in no way know the whole situation,therefore,Do you ahve a reason to comment,on what kind of person I am.
I know the situation,you know,Me being the person who created the whole thing.
So,Maybe your comment would be complelty valid,have you any recolection of what was going on.
You dont know.

If you did know: You would know I was cheated on thorughout my whole relationship with Michael.With a girl named Kaliegh.
He had a birthday party,I was not invited to and She was.and He proposed to me,while he was still cheating on me with her.
Please do not tell me how much of a terrible person I am for anything.

I care very very deeply about mike,and I always will.However,I was hurt and I dont think you have any idea about any of it.
I have no hatred for mie for what he did to me.and Maybe that makes me stupid,but it also makes me a good person,for keeping all of my promises to him.
We are no lonvger together however,and I do still are about him.
But...He is not relationship worthy.

I heard about the day you told him you seen me with joseoh and blah blah.

Point A:
If you knew that me and mike,ave been seperated for a very long timew,and we were still promised to be married.Thats the only way I fucked up.Was we wee still engaged and I had met someone different.

Point B:
I have been cheated onmultiple times by michael and I have put up with months and months of lies that sperated me and my family.

and you know what,I stuck right by that kid.
because I love(d) him.

So,Although,I have only barely scratched the surface,Im telling you what actully happened.and If for some reason you need to know more,Contact me in another wya than this.
I can give you my phone number and you can tell me 897839747593 times what a terrible person I am for putting up with someone lying and cheating onn me and me staying with them because I promised them I would.

Ok,Thanks.
Heather.

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x0x_peekab0o October 8 2004, 01:49:27 UTC
your right, i dont know the whole story. i only know what mike has told me. i shouldnt be judging you based on your relationship anyways, thats not my place. all i know is that mike has been way upset since the whole ordeal with your parents & not being able to see eachother, and then finding out that you had someone else has just brought him so low. it bothered me to see how hurt he was, and i knew it was coming from you, but i should've just minded my own business. im sorry too.

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dreamingofdying October 8 2004, 13:46:51 UTC
I care more about him than anyone and it botherm me.But,I talked to him last nite,we got in this huge argument over this and he told me he told you to mind your own business and he told you all these mean things.
That wasnt right of him.I understand your side for trying to be a friend.But,It wasnt fair because if you were a true friend you wouldve realized,Although 2 wrongs dont make a right,me and mike,Were engaged to be married howeverm,werent planning on being together again until i was 18.Your comment before last really made me really hurt.and,You hurt me alot considering you dont know me.There are people I care about I am surrounded by each day that dont hurt me that much.But at least you took something I said into consideration.As you can tell,Im really shitty at being mean,and I never am.I just didnt know what waas up and if I did I wouldve straight up told you eevrything.

There is no "whole ordeal with my parents"
Michael,Lied to my parentsd after they took him back..over...and over...and over..for almost a year and half.They accepted our engagement evn after they found out he cheated on me the whole time.
So,Please tell me what you mean.

-Sincerly,
Heather

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x0x_peekab0o October 8 2004, 20:02:32 UTC
well i did call mikie and tell him that i had left a not so nice comment in your journal, but all he said to me was that you got in a huge arguement about it and that he wasnt going to get his stuff back, he wasnt mean at all, he just sounded upset. i told him i'd stop, but we arent being mean to eachother anymore so i dont think it matters now. i shouldn't of said what i did anyways, and im sorry i hurt you. im not a mean person either, and i know i dont care for mikie half as much as you do, but i just hated seeing him so upset. i saw a comment you left on someone's journal and i was like 'thats her'. and as i said before, it wasnt my place to say one word to you, but we all make mistakes.

a while ago, mikie told me about something happening (i honestly dont remember what), but something big had happened and your parents werent letting you see eachother anymore. i just know that after that, he was always talking about how sad he was that you couldnt see eachother anymore. thats all i know. im going to see him now, we'll see how it goes.

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dreamingofdying October 8 2004, 23:57:13 UTC
That something that happened was I was cheated on...

But,yeah,I seen you.Im staying at kaitlyns tonite.haha.

byeee.
and thanks

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x0x_peekab0o October 9 2004, 01:14:29 UTC
lol, i wasnt sure if that was you, so i didnt want to say anything. if i were staying at my house tonight i would definetely come over to kait's and we could talk. mikie was leaving right when i got to larry's, so i didnt get to talk to him, but he didnt seem hostile towards me what-so-ever. i dunno, i hope everything works out for you and again, im sorry for hurting you. <3

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dreamingofdying October 9 2004, 03:51:02 UTC
oh,No problem.turns out Im not staying at kaitlyns,we went to a party and then I took her home.

Thanks<3

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