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[x0x_miranda]

hhmmmmm, today was interesting
its not over yet but its been strange
i need to reivse, but i just dont feel like it
its weird
maybe i need to sort out my priorities
im not sureif i should try and eat this week to get enough energy for my exams and keep me alert
but everytime i try to eat normally i feel sick and disgusting
is it worth it?

well im listening to britney spears: toxic right now
so random, i dont even like her music that much
im much more into nirvana and garbage etc.
ah well, nice to mix it up sumtymes i suppose

.....

i feel as if my life is falling apart and nothing i can do can fix it
its weird feeling, just sittiing there as your life crashes down
seems to me every time life is going well, it comes and fuks up again
oh i dunno, mayb its just me, myb i deserve this

btw guys im in a depressive / weird mood today
hope i dnt bring down anyones spirits with it
lol

oh wait britneys toxic is finished now
jimmy eat world is now playing....hm thats better for my mood i suppose. its the song hear you me

lol, its very good at painting a picture of how i feel

well my journal is getting way too deep
lol

xoxoxo
<3