...Can't Live With Him, Can't Live Without Him...
Okay, wow...today Robyn and I went tanning then wondered through 5 points...got our pictures done...the norm. all was great...we were walking home, talking about random stuff when a guy in a crappy car drove by stared at us and drove away slowly..Robyn was like I think he's turning around and i was like well maybe that's as fast as his car goes. so he turned down central park and we kept walking...then we looked over and he had turned around and was waiting at the corner, we passed him and he was still sitting there we got furthur away and i looked back and he was still there even though he had plenty of time to turn...then we heard his car comming up behind us and he stopped in the middle of the road and screamed something at us, we couldn't hear him over his car and robyn screamed no it's okay we're just walking home! assuming he asked if we wanted a ride, we kept walking and he drove up some more until we stopped paying attention to him and he drove off. It was scary because he looked scary. lol yup that was our day.
So..using this like a real journal this is how i feel if you want to read it then do, but if not then don't.
I know I should be telling him this and not writing it in my live journal but
I have been putting off answering a question that i was asked on friday for awhile because I can't say no even tho I know that I want to..I know that I want to be single...I love being single, I know that I don't trust him and want to keep things the way they are now, and I don't have the time to be with him everday, I have work and school and when I'm not at either of those places I like to be out and having fun, not always having to be with "the boyfriend". but I also know I can't bring myself to tell him..because I like how things are between us and I'm afraid if say no then I'll lose what we have now..i've been through alot with certain people in the past and don't want to go through it again right now, And I know when I do want to be in a relationship I want it to be another serious one, which is not the case here...But, Right now...I don't want to be tied down in a relationship, I'm only 17.
So..using this like a real journal this is how i feel if you want to read it then do, but if not then don't.
I know I should be telling him this and not writing it in my live journal but
I have been putting off answering a question that i was asked on friday for awhile because I can't say no even tho I know that I want to..I know that I want to be single...I love being single, I know that I don't trust him and want to keep things the way they are now, and I don't have the time to be with him everday, I have work and school and when I'm not at either of those places I like to be out and having fun, not always having to be with "the boyfriend". but I also know I can't bring myself to tell him..because I like how things are between us and I'm afraid if say no then I'll lose what we have now..i've been through alot with certain people in the past and don't want to go through it again right now, And I know when I do want to be in a relationship I want it to be another serious one, which is not the case here...But, Right now...I don't want to be tied down in a relationship, I'm only 17.