-nobody can piss me off in quite the same way he can-
let's see, yesterday kevin took me to the mall and dropped me off and i chilled up there for a while w. mary. it was great catchin' up w. her and playin' all the gay games in the arcade. haha, mary's a brave brave firefighter--lol, great times! after that we took mary home, went by and picked up cara, went to eat at harrison's, went to walmart to get bitched at by the picture lady, then came back here. me and cara went swimmin' and just chilled for the rest of the night.
today--got up cause kevin kept callin' wakin' us up, and he wouldn't even get us anything to eat. well he stopped by for all of 2 minutes considerin' we wouldn't let him in unless he had food. we went and laid out for like 2 hours at the pool, and there was this man there--eww, cara enough said. it was gross, just put it that way. daddy brought me and cara lunch, and then she left a lil while after we ate, and now i'm just sittin' here tryin' to motivate myself to get ready
spendin' the night at case's tonight so we can go get our schedules changed at 6 in the mornin' tomorrow. this whole schedule thing has got me stressed out..ughh i hate it.
as of right now my schedule's--
1st sem*
1-spanish 1--kaufman
2-algebra2h--whitesell
3-english2h--shive
4-horticulture--miciotto
2nd sem*
1-pe1--huff
2-theater arts1--rea
3-civics and economics h--pickett
4-chemistry h--vernon
changin' to--
1st sem*
1-civics and economics h--lassiter
2-alg2h--whitesell
3-pe1--capps
4-spanish 1
2nd sem*
1-english2h--shive
2-horticulture--miciotto
3-earth science--rogers
4-chemistry h--vernon
i swear, nobody can hurt me the way that HE can, and i just feel so damn stupid. i was the only one that couldn't see it. even my friends that knew NOTHIN' about the situation could see what i couldn't. and now, he's blamin' me for things that i didn't even do. i really don't want things to keep goin' the way they are, but i don't wanna end up w. nothin'--not bein' friends or anything. i really don't know what to do.
"Sometimes, we need to get hurt in order to grow... and sometimes, our visions seem clearer, after our eyes have been washed with tears."
--hopefully that's the truth, cause i'm startin' to see things A LOT clearer now, and hopefully i'll grow from this b.c it sure does hurt right now.
leave me some comments to cheer me up...
--er
today--got up cause kevin kept callin' wakin' us up, and he wouldn't even get us anything to eat. well he stopped by for all of 2 minutes considerin' we wouldn't let him in unless he had food. we went and laid out for like 2 hours at the pool, and there was this man there--eww, cara enough said. it was gross, just put it that way. daddy brought me and cara lunch, and then she left a lil while after we ate, and now i'm just sittin' here tryin' to motivate myself to get ready
spendin' the night at case's tonight so we can go get our schedules changed at 6 in the mornin' tomorrow. this whole schedule thing has got me stressed out..ughh i hate it.
as of right now my schedule's--
1st sem*
1-spanish 1--kaufman
2-algebra2h--whitesell
3-english2h--shive
4-horticulture--miciotto
2nd sem*
1-pe1--huff
2-theater arts1--rea
3-civics and economics h--pickett
4-chemistry h--vernon
changin' to--
1st sem*
1-civics and economics h--lassiter
2-alg2h--whitesell
3-pe1--capps
4-spanish 1
2nd sem*
1-english2h--shive
2-horticulture--miciotto
3-earth science--rogers
4-chemistry h--vernon
i swear, nobody can hurt me the way that HE can, and i just feel so damn stupid. i was the only one that couldn't see it. even my friends that knew NOTHIN' about the situation could see what i couldn't. and now, he's blamin' me for things that i didn't even do. i really don't want things to keep goin' the way they are, but i don't wanna end up w. nothin'--not bein' friends or anything. i really don't know what to do.
"Sometimes, we need to get hurt in order to grow... and sometimes, our visions seem clearer, after our eyes have been washed with tears."
--hopefully that's the truth, cause i'm startin' to see things A LOT clearer now, and hopefully i'll grow from this b.c it sure does hurt right now.
leave me some comments to cheer me up...
--er