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so we went to kava..and dani and i had a nice long conversation about alot of shit...she pretty much told me not to care and just to be super nice to everyone and just act as though nothin bothers me...im gonna try that but i dono how well that will work out for me because there really is so much that does bother me..how am i supposed to hide it? i honestly wish that our grade wasn't filled with bitches who all talk about their friends behind their backs and then tell them that they will always be there for them...if you say it then mean it..and i hate fake people who live in their little fake world and ugh it drives me out of my mind- fucking be yourself and stop trying to be someone ur not! if you dont like me dont fucking bother with me..dont talk to me and dont pretend to like me because it makes you look awful and it makes me sick.
-i hate being lied to...and i hate when i know the truth and people repeatedly keep on lying and lying as if they have some big fucking secret to hide...what if we know the truth?...why keep on lying? tell me because really i have no fucking idea. i have a lot of anger right now and i found something today, a conversation that brought up a lot of feelings...i really wish i hadnt found it...but i ripped it up and through it away...if only it were that simple
are friendships only made to be broken?