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So, [I start a lot of entries off with that word, huh? Oh well!] I've been in one of those sitting-around-feeling-sorry-for-myself kind of moods. Like I said before, this past weekend was really disheartening, and it got me down, but I can't let it stop me. I can't give up on my family with one simple rejection. I never intended to, but the more I get down on myself, the more I'm just going to want to give up, so I'm done with it all.
My faith, and my hope is in Christ. I know that if there is any way that I can bring my family to the Church, that so long as I stay worthy, it will happen.
Life is beautiful. I am so blessed. I love my friends. I have a wonderful husband, and an adorable son. I have been given a spiritual strength that I had never known even existed before. At this moment in time, I feel invincible. The world becomes so much easier when you put Heavenly Father first. Because I know that no matter what else happens, as long as my focus is on Him, it will all be okay. I falter in it from time to time, and I know that I probably will again, but if I could just hang onto one feeling, this would be it. I feel at peace with my world.
I have complained a lot lately, and I'm really sorry. But, I do get down every now and then, need a place to vent, and I can't hide who I really am. I am my own worst critic.
I'm not really sure why I'm writing this .. maybe in hope that these words will capture this feeling for me. I'm a big sap. You may as well get used to it, now! ;]
Thank you all for being here for me. You all give me strength like you can't even imagine, and I hope that I can return the favor.
♥
My faith, and my hope is in Christ. I know that if there is any way that I can bring my family to the Church, that so long as I stay worthy, it will happen.
Life is beautiful. I am so blessed. I love my friends. I have a wonderful husband, and an adorable son. I have been given a spiritual strength that I had never known even existed before. At this moment in time, I feel invincible. The world becomes so much easier when you put Heavenly Father first. Because I know that no matter what else happens, as long as my focus is on Him, it will all be okay. I falter in it from time to time, and I know that I probably will again, but if I could just hang onto one feeling, this would be it. I feel at peace with my world.
I have complained a lot lately, and I'm really sorry. But, I do get down every now and then, need a place to vent, and I can't hide who I really am. I am my own worst critic.
I'm not really sure why I'm writing this .. maybe in hope that these words will capture this feeling for me. I'm a big sap. You may as well get used to it, now! ;]
Thank you all for being here for me. You all give me strength like you can't even imagine, and I hope that I can return the favor.
♥