Feb 11, 2005 06:43
yeah, so the cabaret was okay except for a few people who weren't all that great. but what ever. who cares.
i had a dream two nights ago about this guy who really doesn't like me very much, the same kid i hung out with liz in october. Okay so the dream was sorta like this: We were talking in a room and he was being nice and everything and he walks out to go home, and as i look down out the window to say bye, he is someone else. or maybe it's him with a different hair cut? idk. it was weird.
welllllll that's not even the last of it, last night i dreampt about him again, but this time I was online and looked at his profile and it had a date and it said i love you. so i got really mad cuz he is going out with someone.
i don't know, it's REALLLY weird. i've only had a reoccuring dream once, and I was five. (long story)
i just wish this kid would be more like..idk..i wish he would forget about what happened in october and just treat me like he treats everyone else. this kid is so nice to everyone, but for me, he just doesn't acknowledge. for example: we were standing around a group last night, and i said "so then why are we all sitting here?" and he answers back "sitting?" and when I try to fix my sentence he just brushes me off..like he didn't know who had been talking at first so he just said something, and when he found out it was me, he didn't wanna hear anything else.
k i gotta go get dressed. and ready for school