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Aug 09, 2005 02:50


So. Things have been really crazy lately. I have no clue whats going on most of the time but I do know that apparantly most of its my fault.

So things with Randy have been awesome. He came over on Saturday and we did shit but then talked about it the next day. And WOW!! We are both on the exact same page. He would say something and it would be exactly how I was feeling and then if I would say something he would say its exactly how he was feeling. I have never had this with a guy before. Its fucking awesome. But we agreed. We are just gonna be 'friends with benifiets' for awhile. If later on we both want relationships and still like eachother then hey, maybe we'll try it.

I went shopping with Sherry on Saturday and got an amazing Roxy shirt! I love it! I also got a sweater, pants, lip gloss and spongebob underwear!! Yay! It was some good times!!

My mom left on Saturday. Then my dad made me to go Lilac for supper with him and they didnt say a word to eachother. Or even look at eachother. Then just before we left my dad asked her when she was coming home and she said she didn't know. But not very nicely. I dont know what happened. But she called me today. And she sounded very upset. And she told me she was staying at Lilac with Stefan for the week cuz she took it off and if I want she will pick me up Wednesday to go shopping for a couple hours cuz she has to go to the city. Then she will go back to Lilac. And as we were saying goodbye, she said "I love you". I haven't heard anyone in my family say that for a LONG time. I hung up the phone and burst into tears. Then my dad called and he told me Dylan wasn't gonna be home again. And at supper my dad yelled at me the whole time. I really hate him. He said the reason they are fighting and the reason she never told him that she was taking her holidays is because of me. I hate him. I never want to go home again as long as I know he's gonna be there. And the fact that they might split doesn't bug me one bit. It just bugs me that my  moms so upset. And that I am stuck staying with my dad. Whom "I apparantly get on his nerves all the time and I screw everything up for him." So we'll see what happens. But I know that Im not living there till I'm 18. No way in hell.

Anyyyywayyssssss
Tonight I got a ride to IDC with Steph and Ry and me and Steph hung out with Sherry and Danielle. Then we really wanted to go to the city and couldnt find a ride until Danielle decided to text Nick and he said he'd take us!! We went to 7-11 and Danielle thought this guys name was Gilbert but it wasnt and he kept telling us we were buying this popcorn shit but we werent and well it was funny! Lmao! Then we went to McDonalds and we wanted to throw a doughnut at someone but there was no one =( LoL!! Then we went to the Salsbury house on the bridge and that was funny. But on the way there was a homeless person on the side of the road and Sherry asked him if he wanted her doughnut and he said yes and it was soooo cute! What a good samaritan!! LoL!! Then at Sals, Sherry got cheese bread and it was the grossest looking thing EVER!! Lmao!! But then we went driving and came home at 2!! Good times!!

Anyways I guess thats all for now. So Im off to bed!!

*briitnee
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