Why?!
OMG this sooo sucks!!! we did not have practice today becasue of the stupid elections!! and then i find out that Thomas quit the team so now i am not going to be doing a back handspring because i am not going to be able to trust anyone to teach me how to do it.....i just have this really big trust issue with people when my life is in their hands. Now on the other hand why why why do i have to love "him" so much? i mean i heard "the" song and i started crying on my way home because i started to think about "him" and i just couldnt stop. why am i going through this? why cant everything just go away and we get back together and everything just be ok?? why cant this happen?? i mean i feel like i am being used because of the things we have done and i just dont know what to do...i mean now we arent talking i have not talked to "him" in a week and everytime i try to talk to him as friends all i get is a "can i call you back".....i mean all i want to do is talk!!! what the hell is going on...please someone tell me what to do....and i dont want to hear get over him, forget about him, and all that other stuff because believe me i have tried and it is not working....wat the hell am i to do???!!! please tell me and help me through this!!