My beautiful Jenna.. it really makes me sad watching you make several attempts at screwing up your life, and drowning in your own bad decisions. I know that it feels good to get "fucked up" and I know that it is addicting, but sweetheart.. sometimes there are more important things in life, and you just never realize it until it's too late because you're too fucked up on drugs or too drunk. Think about it baby.. don't miss out on what could really make you happy. I love you. <3 I'll always be here.
I don't mean to make you sad. Its just gahh i hate to blame stress but its the only time i can really enjoy myself and be happy lately. I've been relying too much on drugs so i made a vow to stick only to alcohol. I drink about every weekend but eventually it will be less and less I hope. Don't worry I'll be okay! I will keep in mind what you got to say though. You're very amazing, your words mean a lot to me. More then you think. I love you Jess. Come to me whenever you need.
I started drinking a while ago.. and did it for about three weekends straight. I pretty much got addicted, and have cravings for the feeling, and get upset with people when they tell me no, that I can't have the alcohol, but I know they are only trying to help me. I know you think that drinking every weekend doesn't mean that you have a problem.. but alcohol IS a drug, and is more addicting than weed. It's not going to become less and less.. but more and more of an addiction with every weekend that you drink. I love you and I really don't want to see you get hurt..
I have to agree with your friend Jenna. You don't need that shit to have a good time. You also don't need some jackass to be happy. You didn't need drugs when you were 8 years old having fun at a carnival did you? Really though, there are better things in life. I'm not trying to lecture you here, but there is so much to life that you will miss if you're pissing it all away.
you both have points that I'm thinking about. It just don't seem like as much of a problem to me as it does to you. But hrmmmm idk its prolly always like that. I wont let it get out of hand. I cant. thanks for your imput guys. x.O
I love you jessica. I promise i'll be okay, I'll cut down some after halloween *mwah*
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Thanks for your opinion.
x. O baby. <3 ilysm!!!!!
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I love you jessica. I promise i'll be okay, I'll cut down some after halloween *mwah*
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