high school is stupid
ok so i think i've figured it out. i've figured out the secret to high school..and why it sucks so much. now remember, what i'm about to share isn't necessarily true in every case, but i'm sure you'll find it true for most people in high school. and its probably also not a secret..because i'm sure somebody else has also figured this out long long ago. (bear with me, i'm a little slow.)
ok so i'm not really sure how to put this..or how to say it...but the biggest thing in high school is attention. everybody wants attention. everybody is trying so desparately hard to be different..that they end up conforming to everybody else who trying to be different. i mean if you think about it...why do people do stuff..because they want attention from somebody..they want to get recognized for their great achievements...take for example..fashion..why do people dress the way that they do? because they want to get some recognition for how they look. also the things that they say...its so unbelieveably obvious..i don't know why i didn't see it before. (but like i said before..i'm a little slow)
so i've also decided that i hate high schoool forever..and anybody who likes high school is weird, and should be studied. i've also realized that im most likely going to die alone..because i have all sorts of personality disorders...and i'm so afraid to let people see me for who i am..that i put up a wall..not really sure why. i guess to protect myself. whatever i'm so sick of thinking....i want to take one large sleeping pill, and go to sleep for a very long time. until i graduate. then i can go to college to start all over again. this sucks
ok so i'm not really sure how to put this..or how to say it...but the biggest thing in high school is attention. everybody wants attention. everybody is trying so desparately hard to be different..that they end up conforming to everybody else who trying to be different. i mean if you think about it...why do people do stuff..because they want attention from somebody..they want to get recognized for their great achievements...take for example..fashion..why do people dress the way that they do? because they want to get some recognition for how they look. also the things that they say...its so unbelieveably obvious..i don't know why i didn't see it before. (but like i said before..i'm a little slow)
so i've also decided that i hate high schoool forever..and anybody who likes high school is weird, and should be studied. i've also realized that im most likely going to die alone..because i have all sorts of personality disorders...and i'm so afraid to let people see me for who i am..that i put up a wall..not really sure why. i guess to protect myself. whatever i'm so sick of thinking....i want to take one large sleeping pill, and go to sleep for a very long time. until i graduate. then i can go to college to start all over again. this sucks