today was a day

[x0thatslife0x]

today i did pretty much nothing in school, cuz the 1st 2 blocks i saw the play previews. then math was semi easy, and then hist was ok. we talked about how far we would go for our friends. i said that if my friend killed her boy toy, id help her acquire bruises for a delf-defense plea, get a shovel, or take her to a train station/airport. or all 3. as long as they'd do it for me. so heiser thinks of me totally differently, its ok though. rules are made to be broken. so 2morrow bowling!! what what! if i even make the team.... but w/e. i got shoes for jr. prom. they semi match i think. oh well, the shoes last for the max of 10 mins. so for the past hour-sih ive been reading sex poems. kind of intresting to say the least. it was chrissy's fault. she told me to go to the site. but neways. i had a weird thought today, if my whole family, mom, dad, and brother all died, id have to commit suicide, like how do u get over that?? i do not know. i mean what would u do, if everyone who lived in ur house just got killed when u were still a minor? id totally get a gun and shoot a bullet through my brain. but neways enough of the "if" stuff. cuz thats just too depressing to think about. but if u do it makes u appreciate ur family a little bit more. but w/e. ok so then devin was like "i tried talking to u last year" ok duh i know that. but i dont want to talk to u. cuz um boys are a waste of life at this moment in time. they cause way to much shit i dont care to deal with. but w.e gosh boys suck.
food for thought:
If a man builds a thousand bridges and sucks one cock, they don't call him a bridge-builder.
night folks