Nothing makes sence anymore

[x0sun_sweetie]

I had the inentions of just forgetting about this journal and maybe starting a new one, or just leaving it completly. But things are just getting more confussing. I'm not even going to bother to begin and tell you what is new and has happened, because if you are reading this, you should know what has happened. All I am going to say is nothing makes sence anymore and life is starting to slip upside down. Everything that happened this summer, doesn't even exist, it's almost like none of it even happened at all. I think I am going to turn this journal into a private one so I can at least have something to write in, I mean it's not like anyone even bothers reading this anymore. Besides, everone and their mothers brother has a fucking myspace now. I don't know, maybe it's just me, but it always seems as if at this time of the year everything changes and I get all depressed. I know I should be happy, I mean what don't I have to be happy about? I have a boyfriend that loves and cares for me, amazing friends who are always there for me no matter what. So what I had to move out of my house and things aren't going so well at home. There are so many people who have it so much worse then me. Heh, it's kind of funny how I'm talking about what I have to be thankful for and tomarrow is Thanksgiving. I guess everything does happen for a reason and in the long run we see how it all happened. Just like when we end up doing something we regret, and we look back on when it all started. We realize all the little steps that we took that led up to whatever it is we did and regret, and that's when we see how stupid of a mistake could have been avoided by doing the simplest of things. I don't know, I think I just have to think somethings out, I'm going to see Nick and Jake tomarrow and go out on the quads... that should help clear my mind for a while.
Take care everyone,
<3 Chelsea Anne