I'm ready...
I'm ready for some change.
Some dramatic, off-the-wall change.
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I graduate in one year.
Come next April, I'll be done with school...and that makes me so happy.
So for the sake of some shits-and-giggles, I checked out Seattle, WA. Job opportunities, apartments, etc.
It's absolutely beautiful.
The weather sounds glorious...
Everything about it makes me want to take my panties off.
I'm hoping to venture out there once I get my hands on my degree.
A fresh new start doesn't sound too bad...in fact, it's what I've been wanting to hear for quite some time now.
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Today has been an incredibly "off" day.
I think I'm PMSing...I usually get sluggish come this time of the month. I'm hoping this is, indeed, the case.
Was cancelled on this morning...after waking up at 7am in order to get things done to allow free-time the rest of the day.
That started me off wrong.
I'm having a hard time, socially.
Apparently I trust too easily and I need to work on putting my guard up...and holding it up a lot longer than I have.
Things feel awkward.
Had dinner with Nickee the other day...it was nice having someone listen and actually get what I was saying.
I just want a stable relationship...and that creeps most men out.
I'm all for fucking the shit out of you; you know this, fellas...but once I tell you I want it to be exclusive, you bounce.
And that's not cool.
I'm not sure how to react in situations like these.
I keep looking for that person to complete me but I end up settling for the first person who crosses my path...hoping he'll mold into who I want him to be.
Thats a mouth-ful...perhaps I sound like a moron right now.
I've lost all confidence in the midst of all this...
Suppose I should get to building that up first before I even attempt anything else.
=/
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*sigh*
Thinking of driving up to Seattle this summer...alone.
No cell phone.
No computer.
Nothing.
Just Alina-time for a week or two...
That sounds heavenly.
I'll make it happen...
It has to happen.
Some dramatic, off-the-wall change.
--
I graduate in one year.
Come next April, I'll be done with school...and that makes me so happy.
So for the sake of some shits-and-giggles, I checked out Seattle, WA. Job opportunities, apartments, etc.
It's absolutely beautiful.
The weather sounds glorious...
Everything about it makes me want to take my panties off.
I'm hoping to venture out there once I get my hands on my degree.
A fresh new start doesn't sound too bad...in fact, it's what I've been wanting to hear for quite some time now.
--
Today has been an incredibly "off" day.
I think I'm PMSing...I usually get sluggish come this time of the month. I'm hoping this is, indeed, the case.
Was cancelled on this morning...after waking up at 7am in order to get things done to allow free-time the rest of the day.
That started me off wrong.
I'm having a hard time, socially.
Apparently I trust too easily and I need to work on putting my guard up...and holding it up a lot longer than I have.
Things feel awkward.
Had dinner with Nickee the other day...it was nice having someone listen and actually get what I was saying.
I just want a stable relationship...and that creeps most men out.
I'm all for fucking the shit out of you; you know this, fellas...but once I tell you I want it to be exclusive, you bounce.
And that's not cool.
I'm not sure how to react in situations like these.
I keep looking for that person to complete me but I end up settling for the first person who crosses my path...hoping he'll mold into who I want him to be.
Thats a mouth-ful...perhaps I sound like a moron right now.
I've lost all confidence in the midst of all this...
Suppose I should get to building that up first before I even attempt anything else.
=/
--
*sigh*
Thinking of driving up to Seattle this summer...alone.
No cell phone.
No computer.
Nothing.
Just Alina-time for a week or two...
That sounds heavenly.
I'll make it happen...
It has to happen.