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My head hurts.
I just got up...after laying in the same position on my bed for the past 2 and a half hours straight. Just thinking. A lot.
--
Woke up at around 11.
Bummed around...
The uncle flew in--took him out to eat..hung out for a little bit..
Haven't been feeling too hot...and no-i dont mean "ew..i dont feel good."
Took a nap.
Woke up...laid there for what seemed like forever.
*sigh*
:(
I know rambling isn't going to get me anywhere..neither is all this sulking around..but I hurt. A lot.
--
Shopping tomorrow..
That's it..pretty much.
<3 2 month <3 also happens to be tomorrow.
Nothing going on for that though.
Oh well.
--
Sunday's pretty much here.
What a weekend.
Wasted.
Again.
I dont know why I let it happen. Opportunities for a kickass time are there, but I keep thinking what I really want is worth pushing everyone else away for...I guess it took me a while to realize that this waiting around isn't getting me anywhere.
I try..
and try..
and try.
I haven't moved.
I'm stuck at the same spot.
Now I don't even make any sense. And you're probably thinking, "what the fuck is she talking about?"
So I'll stop this here...
--
*
I just got up...after laying in the same position on my bed for the past 2 and a half hours straight. Just thinking. A lot.
--
Woke up at around 11.
Bummed around...
The uncle flew in--took him out to eat..hung out for a little bit..
Haven't been feeling too hot...and no-i dont mean "ew..i dont feel good."
Took a nap.
Woke up...laid there for what seemed like forever.
*sigh*
:(
I know rambling isn't going to get me anywhere..neither is all this sulking around..but I hurt. A lot.
--
Shopping tomorrow..
That's it..pretty much.
<3 2 month <3 also happens to be tomorrow.
Nothing going on for that though.
Oh well.
--
Sunday's pretty much here.
What a weekend.
Wasted.
Again.
I dont know why I let it happen. Opportunities for a kickass time are there, but I keep thinking what I really want is worth pushing everyone else away for...I guess it took me a while to realize that this waiting around isn't getting me anywhere.
I try..
and try..
and try.
I haven't moved.
I'm stuck at the same spot.
Now I don't even make any sense. And you're probably thinking, "what the fuck is she talking about?"
So I'll stop this here...
--
*