May 19, 2004 21:31
People In The Blog
Eddy: Kent's best friend
Kent: Infamous by now...
Maia: One of my BFs
i dont know why but it feels like nothing in my life is right. i just found out that i made jv cheerleading and i should be freakin excited but all i can think about is all the bad shit that seems to be takin place. today in english, my english class went psycho on eddy calling him a lier-INCLUDING my english teacher. at least they were there to back me up and shit because i didnt say nething he told kent i did. i imed kent ealier and im like uhh just so u know i didnt tell my english class i wanted to bone u that was bullshit. he was like lol kk its ok i dont really care. at least he believes me and stuff. i know that every girl goes through a time period were like nothing is good but this period has been lasting way to long for me. i havent been completely happy in so long. i seriously dont remember the last time i had a good day. i wish i could go back to like 5th grade. everything was perfect then and the things that were wrong didnt matter. the only reason i like cried or anything was when i broke a freaking nail. i hate this so much! i try to think about all the good stuff i have and all the positive but that shit doesn't fuckin work! whatever im going to finish my homework so i dont fail life anymore....
im out,
jiLL