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i know i should just move on about boys,but sometimes i just can't.
my weakness is a boy who acts like he really likes me.
i fall for their lies&then they drop me when they feel like they can have something better or i'm boring them or something.
sometimes i wish i could just get over them more quickly.
i have alot of trust issues because of my childhood so i don't get over them too quickly.
one boy breaks my heart then the next boy gets the outer shell of me, the real me gets locked away until it feels safe to come out.
i know it sounds weird,but i just can't help that my father left me in 4th grade&that i disguise that hurt with outgoingness.
its hard to talk about,but sometimes you have to...to get over it, ya know?
my weakness is a boy who acts like he really likes me.
i fall for their lies&then they drop me when they feel like they can have something better or i'm boring them or something.
sometimes i wish i could just get over them more quickly.
i have alot of trust issues because of my childhood so i don't get over them too quickly.
one boy breaks my heart then the next boy gets the outer shell of me, the real me gets locked away until it feels safe to come out.
i know it sounds weird,but i just can't help that my father left me in 4th grade&that i disguise that hurt with outgoingness.
its hard to talk about,but sometimes you have to...to get over it, ya know?