7/30/03-12/27/04
well thats it... i lost everything. i feel like my heart had been ripped out and stomped on. he was my world and now i lost it. im sucha bitch. i hope he finds some1 better tho....he deserves someone that by just him hearing her name hell smile and i hope that he finds her soon. all i want is for him to be happy. i dont think ill ever have these feelings for anybody else :-/ hes the only one for me...and i fucked it up. wow i manage to ruin everything good.
i feel like im gonna be sick...
i was put here to make him happy and i couldnt even do that...what a failure
y am i even here
have a nice day..... :-/