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Last night was the worst night, I've ever had at the god-damn mall. Ricky doesn't like me. Its kinda obvious. It's also kinda obvious that some of my "Friends" are scumbags. People seriously wonder whats my promlem. Well lets see, I get shit on by anyone i love or trust. Thats my fucking god-damn problem. I mean I didn't know fucking Ricky was putting in a good word for me. I really wasn't aware of that one. I guess its a drama/bullshit thing. Not to mention. Thanks to some fucking dipshits. We got kicked out of the mall last night. My face and chest were so red. Like hoestly, everyone knows the mall is getting worse. Any one besides me wanna say cause the people there act like fucking 5 year olds? Probally not cause most people are two faced or just don't have the balls.
Me and Corey aren't talking. He knows I smoked weed. He wasn't very happy. Basically I broke a promise to him. So i see where he's coming from and understand why he's upset with me. I know we'll talk again eventually. Actually, I should stop saying that. One day we probally wont be talking cause of my decisions. I care about Corey and I love him. and thats why I care so much about what he thinks. Call me pathetic but I'd give up anything for him=/
Ryan is in love with me, and well lets just say I dug myself way to deep in the hole with this boyfriend. I didn't think in three months the kid would have fallen for me like he did. I didn't think it was even possible. Oh wait. It was. Remember like two summers ago? I do. Cause Corey "fell for me." And now he's with Angela for almost a year. Real love huh? Maybe just for me, I guess. I don't know what to do about Ryan. I care about him just not in the same way as he cares about me.
I have like major issues. Leave something or Continue to neglet my Prettyful journal=(
Me and Corey aren't talking. He knows I smoked weed. He wasn't very happy. Basically I broke a promise to him. So i see where he's coming from and understand why he's upset with me. I know we'll talk again eventually. Actually, I should stop saying that. One day we probally wont be talking cause of my decisions. I care about Corey and I love him. and thats why I care so much about what he thinks. Call me pathetic but I'd give up anything for him=/
Ryan is in love with me, and well lets just say I dug myself way to deep in the hole with this boyfriend. I didn't think in three months the kid would have fallen for me like he did. I didn't think it was even possible. Oh wait. It was. Remember like two summers ago? I do. Cause Corey "fell for me." And now he's with Angela for almost a year. Real love huh? Maybe just for me, I guess. I don't know what to do about Ryan. I care about him just not in the same way as he cares about me.
I have like major issues. Leave something or Continue to neglet my Prettyful journal=(