Sleepless dreams

[x0pherx]

My head's still a wreck, I can't figure out what part of me to listen to more, and which part to ignore.

I hate this doubt, I hate every bit of it. I know what I want most, I know what I need most. I know it's worth fighting for. But why? Why do I keep second guessing myself? I keep weighing my options and I keep coming up short on each side, each time. I know it's worth it, but.. I wish I could erase it..

This doubt is destroying it all. My attempts at sleeping, or thinking about anything else other than..

Her.

I guess I'm really back to July, now.. and that.. that's not so bad :)


If this is were i'll hide
It was built deep inside
Yeah, I’m a selfish bastard
But at least I’m not alone

My intentions never change
What I wanted stays the same
And I know what I should do
It's time to set myself on fire

Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves it
A photograph of you and I

Your reflection I’ve erased
Like a thousand burned out yesterdays
Believe me when I say goodbye forever
Is for good

Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves it
A photograph of you and I

In love