May 11, 2005 08:16
wow where do i start off, i haven`t updated in like a wicked long time...
friday--went to school , pretty fucking boring except me and katie alwaysz get in trouble, we were learning to meditate and katie kept poking me so i was laughing and omg. haha then science was boring like ALWAYSZ , and she fricken thinksz i like reading and i hate it !! i do not like reading but she still makesz me read like the entire section which is normally like 4-5 pagesz long, and cindy and dominic and katie and tony all sit near me so they are alwaysz like PENIS COCK SUCKKER so i crack up and 0h jeeze gotta love um. then i went hoome and katie slept over, and then i was talking to ryan and flipped out like i got so pissed off because he thinksz itsz okay to make fun of people when itsz not, seriously if you`re that low then there is something really phyically or emotionally wrong with you. so i threw my flicker to my television and it broke and also it broke my lamp. whoopsz. then me and katie went for a walk and saw conlan and tom, then we went uptown for a little bit, and got some moviesz and some candy for a movie night.
saturday--katie went home around like 11:15, then i got in the shower and did my hair and make-up then my dad drove me to spencer and i went shopping for mothersz day with my auntie bobo who i love soo fucking much and my cousin caitlyn jane<3 then we came back to my house around like 3:30 and my sister and her friend amanda were getting danielle [ my sister ] ready for prom with allen, aww they look so cute together if you look in my photobucket there is a picture of them together from prom night. then cait wanted me to sleep over so i did, then we went to Jewliesz house, her friend and her 19 year old boy friend bruce was there and we watched Dodgeball, even though i have seen it ten million timesz i still think itsz the funniest movie on earth. then bruce drove us back to caitsz house, and my aunt wasn`t home because she went to Rhode Island airport TFgreen to pick up my aunt Karen.
sunday--went out to eat for breakfast with my dadsz part of the family pretty interesting.. lol then my mom and my sister and i went to Rhode Island to celebrate mothersz day there... mom wasn`t in the best mood which got me a little ercked. then we got home and me and her were fighting and ryan called haha and i was screaming at my mom and i think he got a little scared because my mom was yelling at him and it was just funny . then i went to bed around like midnight because i couldn`t fall asleep.
monday--i was supposed to have a track meet, but it got re-scheduled for wednesday..so i don`t know, i went to school boring as hell then i came home and just hung around all afternoon.
tuesday--went to school and kiana was pissed off at me, yeah whatever..i`m sick of it she can hate me all she wantsz but the last thing i want is for her to talk shit about me to my friendsz, which she did and I NEVER talk shit about her to ANYONE even when i`m mad, because i`m the nice one...and the reason she is mad at me is because her fucking boyfriend Rj called me and asked me for some condomsz so him and kiana could have sex when my sister heard the entire thing he denyed it to kiana and casey so they said i was lieing about when i have proof he said it so yeah nice try Rj. then i didn`t feel good at all so i came home didn`t go to track, then when i got home me and theresa went for a walk with my puppy and talked and shit. then i had some toast for supper, and then i called Ryan and he was like saying shit that i don`t do i have never fucking cheated on him or ever done anything that would get myself in trouble between us. like i have definatly never given anyone else a handjob other then him and shit so i got really upset when he thought that i did, and was like telling me that people said i did, WHEN I NEVER FUCKING DID!!!!!!!! ahh i hate it
wendesday [ today ]-- not going to school today because i stayed up all night crying about the fact i lost my two best friendsz, and i think my boyfriend is just about ready to leave too. ah i hate it, i feel as though people use me when they need me but when they don`t they just throw me out. like a livesaver, you suck on it for a few minutesz then when you get to a point you decide to chew it and swallow and forget about it forever...i don`t know, i just really have no clue whatsz up, i love ryan so much like seriously...and i just don`t want anything to come wrong between us that we can`t fix, and there are some thingsz that i haven`t talked to ryan about that i`m afraid to but i`m almost positive he would just sit there and be like 0h, and not ask anything and i don`t want that so i just don`t mention anything that would end up to be like that i just forget about it untill i`m off the phone with him or offline not talking to him. i`m kinda mad i stayed home from school today because i had a track meet today in west boyelston and i`m missing it .. 0h well. i`m out talk to ya later
x0ox-- jaclyn frances christian