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sooo wow... this weekend was amazing!!!! i hung out w/ andy (nadines cousin) both nights... even though we didnt hang out for too long... we still did and i like him SO much....
sooo friday night me and nadine stopped up at village bowl to see jevon b/c he had called and said that he watned us to come up there... so we stopped in and then we left and went to andy's and there were just some guys there... drinking and shit and they also had just gotten a new huka that day... so we were smoking out of that...it was pretty tight!! soo then i got really fucked up... like totally wasted and then nadine liek wanted to leave b/c jared had called and wanted us to come over... and so i liek got up at compeletely fell over... and i had to pee really bad and so andy took me down to the bathroom first... and then i fell in the fucking toilet b/c the seat was up... omg!! so he had to fucking help me out w/ that lol.. how embarassing.. so then we were leaving finally and he walked us out and he kissed me!! yay.. like we kinda madeout for a while and then we left... and we went to jareds and i completely passed out on his bed lol.. then nadine was waking me up and telling me we were going home... to her house. sooo then for SOME reason i decided to call my mom in the middle of the night... i guess i told her i didnt feel good and wanted her to pick me up... then all of a suddne she came and i hadnt remembered i told her that... soo i started to yell at her for picking me up and so she knew i was drunk... and idk ahha.. all she said to me was... i think ur old enough now to make ur own decisions, i just wish they were better than that and i dont feel like i could ground you b/c ur too old for that so just wisen up... balh blah... ahha idk whatever.. so its all good.... so that was that.
thennnn sat. i was just out of hte shower when jevon SHOWED UP at my house... out of no where... i was like wtf? and he asked if i wated to go to goodwill w/ him?? random!! and so i just kinda dryed my hair n shit and went w/ him.... then i came home and tiffany and ashley picked me up and we went to the game... wehre we almost got struck by lightening about 3 tiems, got soaking wet, and almost died in a car crash on teh way home... lol. it was scary shit. then i got home, changed and then went to jacis hosue w/ mari... and we got all ready there.. and then jevon called and we went to his hosue b/c we had ntohign to do... so me and him go outside to smoke a cig... and im walking in and all of a sudden he pulls me back and KISSES me... wtf?! i dont get it.. i thougth he knew i didnt want him... duhhh... idk...soo then andy called me and we went out to this party that he was at... got trashed... we hooked up... then we left and went back to jevons... lol. where he kissed me again. i didnt really care that time b/c i was pretty gone... and idk.. then me mari and jaci came back here and passed out lol. it was kinda nuts...
but all in all... i REALLY REALLY like andy... like a lot a lot... and idk waht to do b/c nadine liek doesnt want me to liek him b/c she thinks it'll be weird... and idk.. im just really upset b/c i like kinda have to choose between my best friend and her cousin who i rlaely like a lot. so its soo hard... and im like torn between teh two... b/c i havent had these feeligns for a guy since fucking kris... and i know thsi b/c i didnt liek sam this much and i didnt like stu this much even and i liek dhim a lot... so its soo hard... but nadine is my BEST frind...and she always has been... so i just dont know... HELP!!!
sooo friday night me and nadine stopped up at village bowl to see jevon b/c he had called and said that he watned us to come up there... so we stopped in and then we left and went to andy's and there were just some guys there... drinking and shit and they also had just gotten a new huka that day... so we were smoking out of that...it was pretty tight!! soo then i got really fucked up... like totally wasted and then nadine liek wanted to leave b/c jared had called and wanted us to come over... and so i liek got up at compeletely fell over... and i had to pee really bad and so andy took me down to the bathroom first... and then i fell in the fucking toilet b/c the seat was up... omg!! so he had to fucking help me out w/ that lol.. how embarassing.. so then we were leaving finally and he walked us out and he kissed me!! yay.. like we kinda madeout for a while and then we left... and we went to jareds and i completely passed out on his bed lol.. then nadine was waking me up and telling me we were going home... to her house. sooo then for SOME reason i decided to call my mom in the middle of the night... i guess i told her i didnt feel good and wanted her to pick me up... then all of a suddne she came and i hadnt remembered i told her that... soo i started to yell at her for picking me up and so she knew i was drunk... and idk ahha.. all she said to me was... i think ur old enough now to make ur own decisions, i just wish they were better than that and i dont feel like i could ground you b/c ur too old for that so just wisen up... balh blah... ahha idk whatever.. so its all good.... so that was that.
thennnn sat. i was just out of hte shower when jevon SHOWED UP at my house... out of no where... i was like wtf? and he asked if i wated to go to goodwill w/ him?? random!! and so i just kinda dryed my hair n shit and went w/ him.... then i came home and tiffany and ashley picked me up and we went to the game... wehre we almost got struck by lightening about 3 tiems, got soaking wet, and almost died in a car crash on teh way home... lol. it was scary shit. then i got home, changed and then went to jacis hosue w/ mari... and we got all ready there.. and then jevon called and we went to his hosue b/c we had ntohign to do... so me and him go outside to smoke a cig... and im walking in and all of a sudden he pulls me back and KISSES me... wtf?! i dont get it.. i thougth he knew i didnt want him... duhhh... idk...soo then andy called me and we went out to this party that he was at... got trashed... we hooked up... then we left and went back to jevons... lol. where he kissed me again. i didnt really care that time b/c i was pretty gone... and idk.. then me mari and jaci came back here and passed out lol. it was kinda nuts...
but all in all... i REALLY REALLY like andy... like a lot a lot... and idk waht to do b/c nadine liek doesnt want me to liek him b/c she thinks it'll be weird... and idk.. im just really upset b/c i like kinda have to choose between my best friend and her cousin who i rlaely like a lot. so its soo hard... and im like torn between teh two... b/c i havent had these feeligns for a guy since fucking kris... and i know thsi b/c i didnt liek sam this much and i didnt like stu this much even and i liek dhim a lot... so its soo hard... but nadine is my BEST frind...and she always has been... so i just dont know... HELP!!!