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so wow.... i cant even beleive this.
soo idk about this whole thing w/ jevon... like i thought thats what i wanted and all... and well i gave things up for him and shit... but really... this new guy is like taking over the feelings i have for him... and idk why... like i havent really felt like this since kris... its sooo weird!!!!
like every little "fling" ive had this summer was just that... a fling... but i have more feelings for him than i have for any of them... like i feel like i did when i first started dating kris... and i havent had that forever... i never thought i would have it again.... uhhh and it SUCKS b/c he has a fucking girlfriend... wtf?!
but the thing is... yesterday me and nadine were hanging out w/ a bunch of these guys.. and he was there... and we were talking and he was telling me how things just arent the same w/ him and his girlfriend anymore... and he told me he has feelings for me and that is driving him away from her even more... but hes been w/ her for a long time and hes afraid of what she would do or sumthing... but the only thing is... if he were to break up w/ her i wouldnt be able to pursue anythign w/ him for awhile.... b/c it would cause WAYY WAYY too much drama... like ive been friends w/ her for awhile... just not very close.. like we never hang out and we never really talk that much.... just when were around eachother we will talk... and idk... it will be more drama than i can handle.. ha omg...
ughhh!!!! this SUCKS... i wish you could control ur feelings like that.. GOD! but yeah.. anyways... i slept at nadines last night and we had to sneak out.... man thats weird b/c i havent had to do that in awhile haha... but once agian.. i didnt sleep... i got like 2 hours of sleep... so i have gotten like a total of 2 hours of sleep in the past 2 days.... and im crabby as FUCK... so if someone messes w/ me... im gonna get pissed as hell... so watch out bitches! haha... idk..
tonight im gonna go to nadines and just hang out... i gotta be home early tonight tho b/c hello.... school tomorrow!!! omg... im like so fuckin sad about that... shit. ahh well what can ya do?!
goodbye.
soo idk about this whole thing w/ jevon... like i thought thats what i wanted and all... and well i gave things up for him and shit... but really... this new guy is like taking over the feelings i have for him... and idk why... like i havent really felt like this since kris... its sooo weird!!!!
like every little "fling" ive had this summer was just that... a fling... but i have more feelings for him than i have for any of them... like i feel like i did when i first started dating kris... and i havent had that forever... i never thought i would have it again.... uhhh and it SUCKS b/c he has a fucking girlfriend... wtf?!
but the thing is... yesterday me and nadine were hanging out w/ a bunch of these guys.. and he was there... and we were talking and he was telling me how things just arent the same w/ him and his girlfriend anymore... and he told me he has feelings for me and that is driving him away from her even more... but hes been w/ her for a long time and hes afraid of what she would do or sumthing... but the only thing is... if he were to break up w/ her i wouldnt be able to pursue anythign w/ him for awhile.... b/c it would cause WAYY WAYY too much drama... like ive been friends w/ her for awhile... just not very close.. like we never hang out and we never really talk that much.... just when were around eachother we will talk... and idk... it will be more drama than i can handle.. ha omg...
ughhh!!!! this SUCKS... i wish you could control ur feelings like that.. GOD! but yeah.. anyways... i slept at nadines last night and we had to sneak out.... man thats weird b/c i havent had to do that in awhile haha... but once agian.. i didnt sleep... i got like 2 hours of sleep... so i have gotten like a total of 2 hours of sleep in the past 2 days.... and im crabby as FUCK... so if someone messes w/ me... im gonna get pissed as hell... so watch out bitches! haha... idk..
tonight im gonna go to nadines and just hang out... i gotta be home early tonight tho b/c hello.... school tomorrow!!! omg... im like so fuckin sad about that... shit. ahh well what can ya do?!
goodbye.