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I'm in school right now. I have like an hour before my next class. this shit sucks.
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. I don't really like who i have been. I'm trying to become a better person. I'ts not going all that well because well honeslty i don't really know what that means. What defines being a good person? Fuck if I know. I guess I just want to be able to feel good about myself all the time. At the end of the day I wanna be like wow I did this and this and I helped someone. I don't want to be selfish anymore.
Ehh I dunno... I'm hoping this will all work.
I went to the city with Steve on Sunday. It was the first time in a really long time that just steve and I hung out. It was fun, we went to the southstreet seaport which was cute.
Ohh by the way i think I'm gonna fail out of college. i never do any of my work.
BLAhhh..... I need to get out of this County for a while.
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. I don't really like who i have been. I'm trying to become a better person. I'ts not going all that well because well honeslty i don't really know what that means. What defines being a good person? Fuck if I know. I guess I just want to be able to feel good about myself all the time. At the end of the day I wanna be like wow I did this and this and I helped someone. I don't want to be selfish anymore.
Ehh I dunno... I'm hoping this will all work.
I went to the city with Steve on Sunday. It was the first time in a really long time that just steve and I hung out. It was fun, we went to the southstreet seaport which was cute.
Ohh by the way i think I'm gonna fail out of college. i never do any of my work.
BLAhhh..... I need to get out of this County for a while.