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yesterday was okay--
had cheer practice..then my dad wasnt there so i stayed for the vball game against simmons.
we won both 7th & 8th grade. of course.
some girl kept staring at me like she had a staring problem so i was like wat. then tom was
outside talkin to his mom n he heard her say i was a hoe. n then this black girl that i know
about went off on her for callin me a hoe it was so funny! " she was like kimya you called
this girl nicole a hoe...you dont neeed to be saying that bc look at you..your a hoe
yourself." haha it was so funny! then some girls didnt like me bc of jimmy but i could carless
bc jimmy is bein the biggest ass to me latley for NO REASON..he admitted it was for no reason too!
ughh!
today was boring--
came home n then was bored- watched tv- studied & did my homework- then my dad got home n we
went to the stupid open house..all the teachers said good stuff not bad stuff for once!
but yeah then i ate papa johns pizza! mm yumm! then i got home n got on the comp. jimmy told
me that i wasnt "attractive" n that i was a ugly physco bitch! i was like thats not wat you
used to think..then he goes "KEYWORDS USED TO THINK!" n he was tellin me how i ugly i was n
that i was never gona get a guy..gah that made me pretty upset n more depressed! ughh i feel
like i have no friends n nobody is here for me. i need someone to talk to but nobody cares.
or understands how i feel about him right now! he is the biggest asshole to me yet i cant
get over him n i still like him! ive tried moving on but it doesnt work bc nobody can replace
him or make me smile like he did! idk what to do im so depressed n sad n upset n every bad
thing you could be. my life is so screwd right now- parents equals ass- boys- stupid ass that
jus wana bring your self esteem down n make you feel like major shit n saying that you will
never get a guy!-ugh! then friends--feel like you dont have any or noone is there for you.
or cares! well i gotta go! i think im still grounded..so call mi cell 3704223..if its off
then my dad has it. if it is off then call my house bc im not grounded from that phone i know
for a fact! 620-0030! well yeah comment if you even want to!
Oh yeah we play bumpus thursday shittt man we are gona get killed SOOO bad. its embarassing!
quote of the day "all guys do is make you feel like shit and that you will never get a guy and
hate you for no reason!" dont u jus hate that! comment if you want with something NICE!=)
♥ NiCoLe!
had cheer practice..then my dad wasnt there so i stayed for the vball game against simmons.
we won both 7th & 8th grade. of course.
some girl kept staring at me like she had a staring problem so i was like wat. then tom was
outside talkin to his mom n he heard her say i was a hoe. n then this black girl that i know
about went off on her for callin me a hoe it was so funny! " she was like kimya you called
this girl nicole a hoe...you dont neeed to be saying that bc look at you..your a hoe
yourself." haha it was so funny! then some girls didnt like me bc of jimmy but i could carless
bc jimmy is bein the biggest ass to me latley for NO REASON..he admitted it was for no reason too!
ughh!
today was boring--
came home n then was bored- watched tv- studied & did my homework- then my dad got home n we
went to the stupid open house..all the teachers said good stuff not bad stuff for once!
but yeah then i ate papa johns pizza! mm yumm! then i got home n got on the comp. jimmy told
me that i wasnt "attractive" n that i was a ugly physco bitch! i was like thats not wat you
used to think..then he goes "KEYWORDS USED TO THINK!" n he was tellin me how i ugly i was n
that i was never gona get a guy..gah that made me pretty upset n more depressed! ughh i feel
like i have no friends n nobody is here for me. i need someone to talk to but nobody cares.
or understands how i feel about him right now! he is the biggest asshole to me yet i cant
get over him n i still like him! ive tried moving on but it doesnt work bc nobody can replace
him or make me smile like he did! idk what to do im so depressed n sad n upset n every bad
thing you could be. my life is so screwd right now- parents equals ass- boys- stupid ass that
jus wana bring your self esteem down n make you feel like major shit n saying that you will
never get a guy!-ugh! then friends--feel like you dont have any or noone is there for you.
or cares! well i gotta go! i think im still grounded..so call mi cell 3704223..if its off
then my dad has it. if it is off then call my house bc im not grounded from that phone i know
for a fact! 620-0030! well yeah comment if you even want to!
Oh yeah we play bumpus thursday shittt man we are gona get killed SOOO bad. its embarassing!
quote of the day "all guys do is make you feel like shit and that you will never get a guy and
hate you for no reason!" dont u jus hate that! comment if you want with something NICE!=)
♥ NiCoLe!