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[x0megan14]

so yeah last night i had two dreams and in both of them sumone was trying to kill me but instead i grabbed there gun and shot myself in the head and died. n i didnt evn lyk watch nething violent b4 i went to sleep. i watched american idol, thats all. maybey i was scared bc sumone *not mentioning ne names* repeatedly hit me last night. and u kno, that hurts and i does NOT make u feel safe with that person. knowing they can hurt you lyk that in a split second...n not even feeling safe when u sleep. yeahh..thats scary. i have these dreams atleast once a week and in all of them im killing myself. kinda starting to c a pattern. hm.

I find it kinda funny...I find it kinda sad...

But the dreams in which im dying,

are the best I've ever had.