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I dont want to go, it's getting so close I dont know how Im gonna be able to do this. I feel sick, and like crying. It's not fair. I wish I had someone to talk to, but there's no one. My mom is yelling at me because I havent taken a shower yet. I told her I was going to take one before I went to bed. If I dont have calm nerves when I go to bed I wont be able to sleep, at all. She told me she wasnt going to fight with me to go to bed. I told her she didnt have to. Im not fighting with her, and she starts randomly yelling. Is it wrong that sometimes I wish she would just go to hell?
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Jenn
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Jenn