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How do I know I love him?
My pulse quickens and my stomach ties into knots
Just when he walks into the room
My mouth smiles but I want to cry
When I think about him
But I should focus on realistic love
The non-existant love
He's not gonna make the move
And I'm too afraid to tell him the truth
This state is kind of like purgatory
Where I'm in it for one kiss
And then plunging into hell
And who knows maybe just admiring him from afar
Will make me want to better myself
Stop hurting myself...maybe not
Maybe not having the thing my heart longs for
Will lead me to a frozen death
But only
*T*I*M*E*
*W*I*L*L*
*T*E*L*L*
My pulse quickens and my stomach ties into knots
Just when he walks into the room
My mouth smiles but I want to cry
When I think about him
But I should focus on realistic love
The non-existant love
He's not gonna make the move
And I'm too afraid to tell him the truth
This state is kind of like purgatory
Where I'm in it for one kiss
And then plunging into hell
And who knows maybe just admiring him from afar
Will make me want to better myself
Stop hurting myself...maybe not
Maybe not having the thing my heart longs for
Will lead me to a frozen death
But only
*T*I*M*E*
*W*I*L*L*
*T*E*L*L*