its gonna be a cold february....
so this weekend was supposed to be fun and what not..it didnt really turn out to be like that. life hasnt been going too great, but i really shouldnt be complaining bc there are alot of ppl out there who have it alot worse than me..so i should be thankful. idk whats been going on lately..my life just doesnt seem the same anymore..its not that im depressed or anything...im just sad. haha. i just lost a good thing in my life. they atleast gave me something to look forward to and they made me smile. im gonna miss having that feeling. it was gone for so long and when it finally came back it left so quickly..:/ i wish things could go back to how they were a month ago..it was so nice. i totally understand why everything is hapening like it is..so no worries...